home tomorrow...
I get to go back to birmingham tomorrow. I'm very excited. I start work on thursday...move back to school on sunday...then i have concert choir stuff soon. I can't wait till I have a life again. A normal scheduled life. Nic is in birmingham now so yay for that. When I get home tomorrow I'm going to show him around so he knows where the basics are tomorrow...and i'll show him how to get to BSC so he can come visit me YAY!!!
My mom and i got in a HUGE fight today in the car. She told me that not being good in english was no excuse for getting a C+ in that class. this coming from the person who had to take a science class TWICE to get a D and she told me that her mother was proud of the D that she got in a math class because my mom worked her ass off. I mean WTF? How can you tell me that when those were your grades. Then she told me that perhaps i picked a school that was to hard. It made me so mad. I can't help what I'm good at...and I doing my best. This year was the FIRST time ever that I have gone to summer school. My sister on the other hand just spent her second summer there....but i'm the bad child. WTF? (that wasn't a slam on the sister...just a confusion.)
Anywho....I'm still kind of hurting because of someone (most of you know who it is...if you don't ask me on my sn BSCshots). I just still hurt. I'm not bitter. I just....well i cried about it a couple of nights ago. Its like the song "Behind These Hazel Eyes" because I can't cry in front of that person or anyone for that matter because its just weakness and I should be over it by now. Oh well. Ok thats all for now just wanted to say something.
My mom and i got in a HUGE fight today in the car. She told me that not being good in english was no excuse for getting a C+ in that class. this coming from the person who had to take a science class TWICE to get a D and she told me that her mother was proud of the D that she got in a math class because my mom worked her ass off. I mean WTF? How can you tell me that when those were your grades. Then she told me that perhaps i picked a school that was to hard. It made me so mad. I can't help what I'm good at...and I doing my best. This year was the FIRST time ever that I have gone to summer school. My sister on the other hand just spent her second summer there....but i'm the bad child. WTF? (that wasn't a slam on the sister...just a confusion.)
Anywho....I'm still kind of hurting because of someone (most of you know who it is...if you don't ask me on my sn BSCshots). I just still hurt. I'm not bitter. I just....well i cried about it a couple of nights ago. Its like the song "Behind These Hazel Eyes" because I can't cry in front of that person or anyone for that matter because its just weakness and I should be over it by now. Oh well. Ok thats all for now just wanted to say something.