why?

[sarahshots]

So why do things still hurt long after they have happened? And when you know that there is nothing that you can do to change ANY of it. For example most of you know who Jeff is....if you don't and you want to know I'll tell you later. But he left at the beginning of my junior year of high school and it still hurtrs. I'm about to be a sophomore in college. Does anyone else see something wrong with that picture? Ok well I'm sure that a lot of you know who and what this is really about but i can't help it. Someone just keeps talking about them no matter how much I try to avoid the subject. Cause honestly.....as much as I try to let on that it doesn't hurt me still....it does. I really do my best not to let anyone know, but its hard to be strong all the time. Ok well I'm looking forward to tonight. I get to spend time with my boo and I heart him. Ok well thats about all that I have to say. Love. Ciao!

P.S.- oh yeah so my mom took me to get clothes and she only got me 2 pairs of jeans and a shirt. I mean really my little sister got all these clothes and she doesn't even CARE about clothes. She would wear p.j.'s all the damn time if they would let her. Yes I'm bitter but I got nothing. It wasn't cool!!