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Today was hard on me and I don't even know why. I went to the senior party and felt so miserable I was starting to rub off on people. Instead of me ruining everyones night I just left.
I hate my life and it's terrible for me to say that. I use to be one of those people that woke up early and went to bed late just to rejoice in every moment god gives us, and here i am hoping that soon he will take my moments away so i don't have to deal with them. I'm miserable and can't make myself better, I feel sick with an incurable disease that I can't even smile anymore. I need help from someone. What I need now, more than anything, is a really good friend. I'm all alone
I hate my life and it's terrible for me to say that. I use to be one of those people that woke up early and went to bed late just to rejoice in every moment god gives us, and here i am hoping that soon he will take my moments away so i don't have to deal with them. I'm miserable and can't make myself better, I feel sick with an incurable disease that I can't even smile anymore. I need help from someone. What I need now, more than anything, is a really good friend. I'm all alone