Hospital Blues

[sarahscrazy4dc]

Man I have been the hospital since Tuesday morning. I a good birthday, spent it in charlotte with my friend ronnie. we had lunch and went to the mall then went to look at the hotels that the mavid army will be sataying at. the one on saturday night in basicall y incorprated in the mall there are stores and a few resturants under it encluding a wine place for kara. it is also a short walk from the saturday hotel is the cheesecake factory :) The venue looks really nice and i think it is all under goround parking but the horrible tghing is there is construction going on everywhere blah. so back to the hospital part. i finally had my surgery today. the dr told my family everything went well and he thinks he got all the stones out of my body but will have to keep track on my amulace numbers incase one got lost somewhere, if thats the case i'll have to see a gastrologist and have a different surgery so pray that i'm okay and the stones are all gone. i'm so sad and ready to go home. i miss my kids so much. the first day wasnt so bad becasue i hurt so bad and slept most of the day but today when then left me i cried and cried. i also cried the whole way down to the or and kept crying untill they finally gave me the good drugs and i passed out. i never realized it was possible to miss somebody so much. and it sucks even worse to know i cant pick either of them up for two weeks. i can hold them on my lap but i'm not going to be able to take care of them or anything and thats killing me. i dont think i have ever been so heartbroken. it seems like my two year old has grown up so much since i left him monday hes talking so much better and its so amazing and i'm missing all of it. lucas is trying so hard to crawl and wave and if i miss it because i'm in here i will probably lose it. but on a better note ANDREW COoK sent me a get well wish video today and that was amazing, i also got a phone call from kara and that mad me feel speical to know all the chatter girls and flyboys girls i've gotten to know over the past few months were worried about me. i want to thank you all for your support and i cant wait until its saturday and i'm meedint kara, anita, desi and rachel and then monday when i meed jamie and tiff. i hope i'm lucky enough to meet cohnstro as well...well see

sorry for all the mispelled words i'm laying very uncomftorable and my eyes are blury and i'm doped up on drugs...lol