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So I'm done caring...
I told myself, no feelings ever again for anyone.
What do I do, care. Done with that, no more, I'm like a guy now. I said that before but now I mean it.
I think it might be to late though.
But what I dealt with before was ten times as bad as a heartbreak as this. That's why they call it a crush right.
I'm strong though, I've learned that, obviously.
Where are you when I actually need you, nice showing up for a week, getting me all messed up and then dissapearing.
I'm sick of caring, of getting hurt, of caring and getting hurt, of just being me.
I'm done, I give up, I'm done giving up, this is the last time, I swear.
We'll see, Okay now I'm having a conversation with myself.
No more buzzed livejournal entries. But I really mean this one. I know what I'm writing.
LATER...forever.
I told myself, no feelings ever again for anyone.
What do I do, care. Done with that, no more, I'm like a guy now. I said that before but now I mean it.
I think it might be to late though.
But what I dealt with before was ten times as bad as a heartbreak as this. That's why they call it a crush right.
I'm strong though, I've learned that, obviously.
Where are you when I actually need you, nice showing up for a week, getting me all messed up and then dissapearing.
I'm sick of caring, of getting hurt, of caring and getting hurt, of just being me.
I'm done, I give up, I'm done giving up, this is the last time, I swear.
We'll see, Okay now I'm having a conversation with myself.
No more buzzed livejournal entries. But I really mean this one. I know what I'm writing.
LATER...forever.