Aug 18, 2008 05:51
What a rough week. I found out I'm pregnant and my Dad passed away all at the same time. Then I went to finding out that I may loose the baby(ies) too. I'll have that confirmed today.
Can you believe I'm leaving for Maui tomorrow and I could care less? The only comfort is I won't have any obligations.
I just can't even sum up everything ive been feeling this last week.
It also hasn't quite sunk in that my Dad is really gone. We still don't know the cause of death and won't for about another week. He wasn't sick, he was only 57, I just don't understand why.
I'm scarred about my test results. How the hell was I supposed to keep low stress through a week of planning my Dads services, crying with each new person who found out, and helong my mom yet to figure out her finances? Too much