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No one is out there for me.
I am destined to be all alone.
there is no one to love me.
this is the truth.
I am too different,too complex
to fit into normality.
there is no one out there for me
and I cannot deceive myself into believing there is.
For there is not.
I will never know true love.
I will only know the falsified love.
the love feeling that intoxication gives to me.
My ugliness is too much to bear.
I feel I must rip myself from this skin,
and release me from this body.
I just want to mutilate myself unto oblivion
until I am unrecognizable
so unrecognizable that I will cease to exist.
there are some that would say
I'm the devil in the flesh.
I believe them not
for I am of another.
That being said
is the reason why I am like
no other.
I AM different.
....there is no one out there for me.