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[sarahrooie]

So James and Ed found my journal, which is going to lead me to lock it up from now (or at least everytime I mention them.) Because they are losers (and also university always seems to get dull late afternoon) they started to read it all starting from the very beginning. James even has a file on his computer where he has cut and posted the most

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[anonymous]

I get the impression that the last entry was only there for me and Ed to read, and not a genuine journal of your thoughts and ideas. If that's true, then you expect us to be reading this too. In which case, you're basically telling us that you're going to lie to us.

I can't imagine what your locked entries are like if you didn't lock such teenage lines as 'I think that I'm being true to myself but then I have to wonder, what if I don't like myself?', or 'I want to listen to my Avril Lavigne album, and then dye my hair pink [...] It's my hormones, okay? Once a month I find myself damning my wonderful femaleness and end up like this', or referencing Buffy by season and episode, or 'For all those who aren't in the know a GCSE is a big deal', or 'Besides the fact that I'm bleeding from my vagina right now [...] I spent this weekend doing nothing', or 'My arm has this pretty ugly looking incision in it. That I made'.

I can post more. I don't suppose that I have any stuff saved that you've locked from other people?

On a lighter note, what happened last night? I remember not drinking that much, then spilling my pint, then throwing up three times. And drunkenly talking about statistics to some post-grad who thought we were third-years. And drunkenly talking to the bar girl. And then coming back at about 11:45.

Later

[sarahrooie]

ha, i think i was supposed to lock this one too, but didn't, because i am crap.

i'm going to go talk to you now, except i am half naked, so i am going to put some clothes on and then go and talk to you

and nothing happened last night, except that you denied throwing up three times, which none of us believed. that was it really. oh ed fell asleep in my bed, and i didn't bother kicking him out because i was too lazy, but he had to wake up at nine to go sailing, which made me angry because that meant i had to wake up at nine too. grr!