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I've been stealing tiny bites of my roommates caviar from the fridge at night. its DELICIOUS.
there is at least one deliveryman who thinks I'm a concubine/mistress/mail order bride. just realized he only sees me handle laundry and never money. weird.
I'm so incredibly emotional about feeling like a bad friend. not necessarily even a bad friend but the kind who just disappears for awhile, not to go do noble shit, but just because life stresses me out a little more than it used to. and i just sit in my head adding up all the months or years its been since _____________________. nonspecific.
i just cancelled a dentist appt because im too anxious about the dentist and starting freaking out. whether or not i induced this phenom is still on the table. well some people are scared of birds for christ sakes and you're soooo much more likely to come to harm from the dentist than from a bird. i also realized while walking to yaffa a few minutes ago for the redbull to which i'm totally addicted again, that the dentist is one of the few things that will undoubtedly hurt you if you go, and hurt you if you don't go. if you go, they obviously hurt you. if you don't, your teeth rot, and that probably hurts.
watch The Riches, with monsieur Eddie Izzard.
Ander came home for lunch!
there is at least one deliveryman who thinks I'm a concubine/mistress/mail order bride. just realized he only sees me handle laundry and never money. weird.
I'm so incredibly emotional about feeling like a bad friend. not necessarily even a bad friend but the kind who just disappears for awhile, not to go do noble shit, but just because life stresses me out a little more than it used to. and i just sit in my head adding up all the months or years its been since _____________________. nonspecific.
i just cancelled a dentist appt because im too anxious about the dentist and starting freaking out. whether or not i induced this phenom is still on the table. well some people are scared of birds for christ sakes and you're soooo much more likely to come to harm from the dentist than from a bird. i also realized while walking to yaffa a few minutes ago for the redbull to which i'm totally addicted again, that the dentist is one of the few things that will undoubtedly hurt you if you go, and hurt you if you don't go. if you go, they obviously hurt you. if you don't, your teeth rot, and that probably hurts.
watch The Riches, with monsieur Eddie Izzard.
Ander came home for lunch!