embracing
moments seem to be slowing down alot lately. but then again they also seem to be rushing past. i have been really bad recently though. i dont mean bad, like naughty? i just mean miserable. like i dont know. i dont even mean to complain really. i hate being the way i am. and im sure no one really even cares. i just think i type it on here because like, its faster than writing it?
yeah but i dont know. im being stupid for the way i am feeling maybe. but ive never been like this and its so ridiculous.
work has been good for me because i have been able to be busy and get things off my mind. i like that.
although im completely exxhausted from how busy its been.
i really hope i can keep a job there.
otherwise. who knows where im going to go.
its kinda how i feel in life right now.
& ughhh i didnt even get incubus tickets.
im such a failureee
yeah but i dont know. im being stupid for the way i am feeling maybe. but ive never been like this and its so ridiculous.
work has been good for me because i have been able to be busy and get things off my mind. i like that.
although im completely exxhausted from how busy its been.
i really hope i can keep a job there.
otherwise. who knows where im going to go.
its kinda how i feel in life right now.
& ughhh i didnt even get incubus tickets.
im such a failureee