i am so, so tired
So much for going to bed at a reasonable hour. How about I didn't sleep at all last night.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. After being up all day Wednesday (aside from a 2 hour nap in the afternoon), I worked all night Wednesday night. I got home from work Thursday morning, finally laid down at 10am and slept until 2pm. And I've been awake since. Doug is at work today until 1:30. Douglas is out of school today (is it a holiday or something? I'm so out of it), so I have all three kids by myself until Doug gets off...and then I have to leave for my mom's house by 4, because I have to go to work tonight. How the hell am I going to do this? I feel like crying.
I really don't know what to do. I think I may just call out of work tonight, even though they've been cracking down on sick calls and I just called out two or three weeks ago. And even though I really, really need the money. Lord, give me the strength to get through today...
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. After being up all day Wednesday (aside from a 2 hour nap in the afternoon), I worked all night Wednesday night. I got home from work Thursday morning, finally laid down at 10am and slept until 2pm. And I've been awake since. Doug is at work today until 1:30. Douglas is out of school today (is it a holiday or something? I'm so out of it), so I have all three kids by myself until Doug gets off...and then I have to leave for my mom's house by 4, because I have to go to work tonight. How the hell am I going to do this? I feel like crying.
I really don't know what to do. I think I may just call out of work tonight, even though they've been cracking down on sick calls and I just called out two or three weeks ago. And even though I really, really need the money. Lord, give me the strength to get through today...