can you dig it?
so its lunch time here at the office.. and i'm having a seriously hard time cutting the chicken off of my drumstick with my little plastic fork and spoon. I'm getting a bit aggrivated... i would just pick the chicken up but then there would be sticky stuff on my hands and i would not be able to type... so i will continue with the impossible task of cutting the chicken.
So in other news... my mother is having a serious guilt trip about what she had said to me on sunday. She kept coming in my room last night and asking if i was ok... and me being as stubborn and annoyed as i am and was...ignored it and was like "oh yea im fine" -big smile all cheesy- ... what ever she was wrong.. and i'm its not worth arguing over.. if she doesn't want to come to my wedding.. it'll hurt but i'm not going to let her rule my life. I can just imagine it :
" I come home to my white ass husband, who i am not in love with but only married because my parents wanted me with a white boy. At night I lay in bed.. while he attempts to have a very poor excuse for sex with me... wondering how the true love of my life is. I live the rest of my days regretting never traveling around the world... instead i have become a receptionist my whole life and i have 3 kids and they are the only reason why I am happy in my marraige."
Moral of the story... don't live life with regrets... I am happy where I am... I am at an awesome place in my life with God... and I only want to go higher... I'm not going to accept negativity into my life.. expecially from the mouth of my mother.
ANNNNYYYWWAYYYS
In lighter events... if Tim and I go on this tour in jan/feb... which we are... than we will most likely be scheduling to get married in 2008 like we planned... :-) ... so keep ur fingers crossed... the sooner i get married the sooner i wont be as much of a cranky bitch lol ;-)
;&hearts peace . love . joy ;&hearts
Charlie
So in other news... my mother is having a serious guilt trip about what she had said to me on sunday. She kept coming in my room last night and asking if i was ok... and me being as stubborn and annoyed as i am and was...ignored it and was like "oh yea im fine" -big smile all cheesy- ... what ever she was wrong.. and i'm its not worth arguing over.. if she doesn't want to come to my wedding.. it'll hurt but i'm not going to let her rule my life. I can just imagine it :
" I come home to my white ass husband, who i am not in love with but only married because my parents wanted me with a white boy. At night I lay in bed.. while he attempts to have a very poor excuse for sex with me... wondering how the true love of my life is. I live the rest of my days regretting never traveling around the world... instead i have become a receptionist my whole life and i have 3 kids and they are the only reason why I am happy in my marraige."
Moral of the story... don't live life with regrets... I am happy where I am... I am at an awesome place in my life with God... and I only want to go higher... I'm not going to accept negativity into my life.. expecially from the mouth of my mother.
ANNNNYYYWWAYYYS
In lighter events... if Tim and I go on this tour in jan/feb... which we are... than we will most likely be scheduling to get married in 2008 like we planned... :-) ... so keep ur fingers crossed... the sooner i get married the sooner i wont be as much of a cranky bitch lol ;-)
;&hearts peace . love . joy ;&hearts
Charlie