I dont know what to do...
I'm so confused... I dont know what I am supposed to do from here. What do you do when your heart says go this way... and your mind says go that way... and your just stuck in the middle?
Things need to change... but I dont know if it will be a better change or a worse change if I give up or go another way. I just wish there was a slightly visible path for my life... but theres not ... so i just continue to wander aimlessly down this road...
i keep thinking if i die tomorrow i'm going to be really disappointed with how i lived my last day... but I dont know what else to do... so i just continue this endless monotnous cycle.
i had a dream last night that i was in a house that kept getting hit by tornadoes... in the dream the tornadoes seemed really big and powerful but now when i think back to the dream i realized they were actually really small and silly looking... and they didnt even do any damage... but in my dream i was terrified of them for some reason... maybe its a sign of the stuff im going through... how when im in the middle of something it feels really big.. but when compared to life its actually pretty small and will pass... i dono i guess...
I don't know what to do...
Suggestions?
Things need to change... but I dont know if it will be a better change or a worse change if I give up or go another way. I just wish there was a slightly visible path for my life... but theres not ... so i just continue to wander aimlessly down this road...
i keep thinking if i die tomorrow i'm going to be really disappointed with how i lived my last day... but I dont know what else to do... so i just continue this endless monotnous cycle.
i had a dream last night that i was in a house that kept getting hit by tornadoes... in the dream the tornadoes seemed really big and powerful but now when i think back to the dream i realized they were actually really small and silly looking... and they didnt even do any damage... but in my dream i was terrified of them for some reason... maybe its a sign of the stuff im going through... how when im in the middle of something it feels really big.. but when compared to life its actually pretty small and will pass... i dono i guess...
I don't know what to do...
Suggestions?