i read kelsey's entry and it made me cry.
but i suppose it's true that her life is in san fransisco now.
we all have to accept our realities sometime.
i'm so proud of you kelsey.
this morning cameron left.
we had the most wonderful weekend.
we woke up early this morning and cuddled and talked and we decided
he didnt want to leave me here.
he wanted to live with me, here in reno.
and i wanted him to stay.
he told me i mean everything to him.
but for right now he has a life and people to get back to in folsom.
and i have a life here in reno.
of course we will always love each other and we will always be together.
when i walked him out to his car he held my hand
and i cried just like i did when i left him the other two times.
i cried like i would never see him again.
he told me i'll probably see him next weekend.
i'll just miss him, that's all.
when i went back up to my room i slept for 5 more hours.
and i still have to clean.
yowza.
i hope everyone else had a good weekend.