"Goodbyes To You"

[sarahlynee]

I know it has been awhile since I wrote. I've kinda had a rough week with the whole john thing. Me and him are no longer talkin although he doesn't know that yet. Yea I did like you and wanted there to be an us but that has changed alot and i have figured out that all you are going to do is hurt me and I don't need that, so screw you b/c you can have her b/c i know thats what you want you jsut don't have the nerves to say it. Well I hope you and her work out wait I really don't care. I know that you prolly think i'm a total (insert ur local bad word here)hole, but I have feelings to and they can't stayed bottled up forever. I know "I'm not always the sharpest caryon in the box" but i finally realized what you were going to do i guess thats why its been a month and we are still not together. Hey thanks for giving me that time to see the true you.Yes! I know you prolly think i hate you right now but i don't these feelings jstu have to come out before i go crazy. So "goodbyes to you" your no longer a part of me. Thanks to all those that helped me realize this stuff. Oh thanks alot alex you were the main one i ly lots. Your my new best friend, haha.

Well goodnite its bedtime!*
Comment please, goodones though!
*sara*lynee*