penny for your thoughts
some things on my mind...
ordinary and accepting is boring.
I need more.. i want to attract challenges --life-changing ones--
it hurts to need to know the truth...release is a sweet sensation.
when things are far too weak.. they need to be amputated.
i crave deeper layers of experience. I am learning to be fearless. The sound of rain has got to be the most relaxing sound i have ever heard.
i need to start over ..none of these words are doing any justice
i am no longer interested in trying to maintain relationships that aren't real. artificial encounters happen between people on a regular basis, and I'm not tryin' to be a part of that. I don't need to attain some ideal...but I do want value. I want relationships that are WORTHY and aged. Like a really good bottle of tequilla left to soak in a wooden barrel for a year before being consumed, good relationships aren't formed over night. and they don't exist for the pure goal of meaningless fun or intoxication, they aren't meant to help you evade reality. they exist to help you progress and grow as individuals. So many people have turned out to be just steps along my path, and I dont regret that or feel angry about it...I just crave something more, something deeper. Something I can sink my teeth into and grab my arms around. I don't want to waste anymore time with artificiality. I need authenticity, maturity, honesty, and REALITY. I need people in my life who have their feet on the ground, and aren't afraid to feel a little earth underneath their toes. It's okay to get wet sometimes , but you gotta dry off eventually.
ordinary and accepting is boring.
I need more.. i want to attract challenges --life-changing ones--
it hurts to need to know the truth...release is a sweet sensation.
when things are far too weak.. they need to be amputated.
i crave deeper layers of experience. I am learning to be fearless. The sound of rain has got to be the most relaxing sound i have ever heard.
i need to start over ..none of these words are doing any justice
i am no longer interested in trying to maintain relationships that aren't real. artificial encounters happen between people on a regular basis, and I'm not tryin' to be a part of that. I don't need to attain some ideal...but I do want value. I want relationships that are WORTHY and aged. Like a really good bottle of tequilla left to soak in a wooden barrel for a year before being consumed, good relationships aren't formed over night. and they don't exist for the pure goal of meaningless fun or intoxication, they aren't meant to help you evade reality. they exist to help you progress and grow as individuals. So many people have turned out to be just steps along my path, and I dont regret that or feel angry about it...I just crave something more, something deeper. Something I can sink my teeth into and grab my arms around. I don't want to waste anymore time with artificiality. I need authenticity, maturity, honesty, and REALITY. I need people in my life who have their feet on the ground, and aren't afraid to feel a little earth underneath their toes. It's okay to get wet sometimes , but you gotta dry off eventually.