Doobeedoo dee I LOVE BRUCE!
Ahhh I love dis song! Aww it reminds me of Bruce too! Grr damn that sexy ass John Mayer! So anywho well today was on ok day im just mad at David now! so yeah he took me out to lunch at Johnny Corinos and then we went to the mall and i saw my ex bf William and he got all pissed off cuz well its a long story and well they hate eachother so yuh. Yeah well he was like why did you say hi to him, i was like im not gonna ignore him after he came up to me and was like hey sarah! Yeah i got mad cuz its not like David is my fruckin bf anymore he needs to get over himself! Yeah so he dropped me off at home cuz he was being a baby and frankly i dont care!!! Yeah so anywho today wasnt all that good but niether was sunday! Well, i woke up and went to church...LMAO! Yeah i dont go to church. too early for this kid during the summer! Yeah so anywho Saturday i was supposed to go to two birhtday partys but i was so out of it saturday. I was feeling all depressed the kind where you dont want to do shat and you dont feel like talking to anyone either and i laied on the couch crying all day. I still cant get over the whole Bruce thing. I mean were practically broken up because of his evil ass mom. She wont let us see eachother or talk to eachother nothing. Yeah and my mom tried to call his house yesterday but no one answered my mom was gonna bitch her out cuz Bruces mom thinks im a bad influence and is telling anyone that knows me and Bruce to not allow him to talk to me because im a little biatch! So yeah his mom is gonna make him go to a private school. but i swear to you nothing will stop me and my Bruce from seeing eachother! yeah we talk thru ppl so i mean i know my babe is fine and that he loves me! so im just relying on hope. If were meant to be then we'll be ok but things are just the way they are i cant do anything to change it. Damn im starting to sound like my councelor. Yeah my mom is making me see him more often cuz im this depressed. Yeah i dont sleep anymore either. Like on Friday when i went to Jackies and we went to the Rodeo that night we didnt go to sleep until 6 in the am but i went to sleep and i woke up like at 9 and decided to come home cuz i couldnt stop dreaming of my babe. Yeah so i stayed up the whole night and lately my mom has been giving me some pills for my headaches and they help me sleep as well. yeah my mom wants me to get some sleeping pills from my doctor she says its not healthy. Im like not healthy? Not eating is not healthy. If i stop eating then you can check up on me! But im a fan of food even though i may not be fat i still like my food! Yeah so hmm this week is prep day oh boy im excited. LOL dammit schools already starting and shat i havent read but only one of my summer reading books. Yes damn i bet you im going to have a hard ass teacher too. DAmn ima have to go get me some spark notes! Nothing wrong with that! I didnt read any of my books from last summer and i was alright. Yeah but my english teacher was fucking awesome! I loved her soo much. She would let me skip class sometimes cuz she knew about my problems! Hehehe! Damn you know when ppl find out that i have depression they freak out sometimes cuz im always so happy. But i guess they dont realise they have medicine for that kind of stuff! yeah and it really helps a bunch! THANKS PROZAC.....for saving my life! hehehehe and a lil bit of zoloft too...damn jackie i am still looking for those hoes! Cross your fingers! Yeah well guys i guess im done! Have fun and pray for me and my Bruce!! hehehe pray. Damn thats too funny! I LOVE MY BRUCE!