I love my life<~~yeah and im freaking rich!!!
Well uhh umm yeah.Well right now has been ok. I havent written anything good these days. Well hmm i think my cousin is going to come over dis weekend and get fucked up with me and if that happens i thhink life will be so much betta! oh yes im so sure that it will help my jackie stop being so upset. Ya know Jackie i need to give you some of my Zoloft that i have left over that shit helps on the sad ppl. It just wasnt strong enough for me! Yeah 200 mgs dont do shit. so 500 mgs of prozac definatly will help dis bitch out. well anywho. guys i have been feeling so notious these days i dont know what it is. Uhh i havent had sex since yesterday<~~uhh ok that didnt sound good. Yeah well i havent skipped a period im almost positive that im not pregs. Yeah i also have a really bad ear ache. guys i dont want to be sick i hate being sick being sick sux! Grr well anywho Today i went to my babes house and we watched Duplex and he wanted to watch 50 first dates but it seemed like i just saw that movie i mean it was a good movie and all but i dont think it is my favorite! I dont know but me and my babe have been spending a lot of time together i dont want our relationship to get old so i think i need to tell him at least everyother day. im not sick of him at all im just afraid that hes going to get sick of me! i think thats what happened to my last relationship. We got on eachothers nerves a lot and i dont want that to happen with me and my babe! I really want this one to work out. Ahh im going to start stressing if i keep thinking of it. Ahh i dont think well break up we are starting to appreciate eachother for ourselves instead of just a gf or bf. I actually do like the guy im dating. I like his personality and with me thats hard. Ahh ok im going to shut up now cuz fuck if i was you ppl reading my journal i would be like shut the fuck up and write that crap in your journal! HEhehe! Yeah well anyways. It seems like i havent been with it lately. i dont know. It just hit me today that me and my mom havent fought like in the longest time. I dont know i went to go see my psychiatrist and he gave me like 3 more refills on my meds so i wont have to see him for like 3 months or some shit! Yeah well he was talking to my mom and my mom was saying that i like her again. And its weird cuz i hated my mom last summer i lived with my aunt cuz of my mom. And well now its like me and my mom are best friends. i mean im not complaining but ithink its just weird. Hmm its like shes not the same person. Oh well as long as were not raising hell i n the house i guess im ok with that! Ehh! Well ahh i guess im done complaing about shit. I have cotton in my ear and that makes me way cooler than MC Hammer when he came out with too legit! Or however you spell it!
I LOVE MY BRUCE!!!!