amazing.
i just had a really great talk with my brother kevin. and he told me i sounded really happy. and i am. i am really satisfied with my life. and i told him 'i love him' for the first time that i can ever recall in life. it makes me sad that no one in my family except my mom says 'i love you'. i love my family. and its good to know that. i almost cried it was just such a good/nice talk. and i want to have close ties with my family. im really happy. i love life. :)