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HOKAY, so..
I'm sitting here, eating macaroni and cheese and decided to update bc everyone tells me I never do so here it goes:
Life is, well...life i guess. Things are sorta different now, but not in a bad way..but I guess not in a good way either.
My birthday was the fucking greatest weekend of my life (even if I don't remember) and thank you to everyone that "celebrated" with me.
Prom was chill. I got to wear a pretty dress. Too bad I ended up in the unorganized/pothead group..but I'm pretty sure we had the best alcohol to person ratio :)
Pete came into my life. He is my best friend even if he is a turtle and is the size of a quarter..I don't care because at the end of the day hes sleeping next to me :)
Now on to the negatives..
I'm losing touch with my best friends :(
I've been getting really frustrated really easily lately and I've been getting stressed out and overwhelmed.
I feel like I'm not getting the things that I need and that certain things that I really want are not reciprocated.
Certain feelings have been catching me off guard..and I HATE not having the upper hand.
I sorta almost miss the way things were.
I also have this dilemma. I feel like I shouldn't be getting myself in to this situation..but then again I already did. So I don't know if i should just go with the flow or take some time and figure shit out?
Fuck You Virginia Beach..fuck you and your mom.
<3 I guess?