i'd open up the moon for you.
i'm not really feeling poetic
but i guess thats okay.
i look forward to strange things recently.
and i've been really snobby to my extra curricular teachers.
i miss a lot of things.
and school is becoming a drag once again.
however, i must keep up my grades.
(i brought up my precalc average 6 points since 5 weeks!)
i have a show this weekend.
i'm interested to know how the turnout will be.
i get to see kevin, so really, i'm happy about it no matter what.
i don't know how to treat people anymore.
i'm not mean, but when people are annoying to me i just don't want to deal with them, so i don't.
along those lines, i've been hurt a lot recently. by stupid things. and i cry a lot in school. and i feel dumb.
i cant handle stupid jokes thrown at me anymore. i'm not gullible and certain people take me for a person who can easily brush off a hit.
but i cant.
because its hurtful.
seriously.
Thoroughly modern Millie rehearsals have been interesting
tap is fun, but the long hours that we spend are grueling.
i like how during play season i meet new people and bond with others i don't get to see other times of the year.
i cant believe i'm going to be a senior next year.
when i was younger i never thought id see myself in 11th or even 12th grade.
it was incomprehendable to me. i think i made that word up. cause spell check isn't accepting it.
but whatever.
i just never thought id be a big kid.
college seems so foreign to me.
where will i be in two years?
i mean, everyone thinks about this stuff, but its just hitting me that home isn't where ill be forever.
i'm looking forward to the change, but then again i don't know what is going to become of me.
i'm glad i'm not alone in my thoughts though.
i haven't seen some of my friends who live far away in a really long time.
i forget that some of them are in college now, but like,
bethany, and india and hannah and courtney and cailee and ashlee and amanda
and all of my other friends from over in north syracuse
and cspa kids
and so many other people.
yeah
i miss them.
i hevnent been to church for a long time running either
my family is so busy.
i miss them too.
i remember feeling like this last year too.
like i missed everyone.
i dont feel lonely.
i just miss people.
i finally got to hang out with nicole and kelsey :)
yay.
i missed them too.
and erin.
you guys rock a lot.
its funny how funny things can be with the three of them.
yeah..
madrigal dinner is this saturday and sunday!
saturday at 5 and sunday at 4.
baker cafeteria, reserved seating only.
15 dollars for students and senior citizens and 18(?) for adults
it'll be good, and worth it.
i'm not happy or sad.
more happy i guess.
just more to complain about.
but i'm still happy.
ps. i love sara bareilles
but i guess thats okay.
i look forward to strange things recently.
and i've been really snobby to my extra curricular teachers.
i miss a lot of things.
and school is becoming a drag once again.
however, i must keep up my grades.
(i brought up my precalc average 6 points since 5 weeks!)
i have a show this weekend.
i'm interested to know how the turnout will be.
i get to see kevin, so really, i'm happy about it no matter what.
i don't know how to treat people anymore.
i'm not mean, but when people are annoying to me i just don't want to deal with them, so i don't.
along those lines, i've been hurt a lot recently. by stupid things. and i cry a lot in school. and i feel dumb.
i cant handle stupid jokes thrown at me anymore. i'm not gullible and certain people take me for a person who can easily brush off a hit.
but i cant.
because its hurtful.
seriously.
Thoroughly modern Millie rehearsals have been interesting
tap is fun, but the long hours that we spend are grueling.
i like how during play season i meet new people and bond with others i don't get to see other times of the year.
i cant believe i'm going to be a senior next year.
when i was younger i never thought id see myself in 11th or even 12th grade.
it was incomprehendable to me. i think i made that word up. cause spell check isn't accepting it.
but whatever.
i just never thought id be a big kid.
college seems so foreign to me.
where will i be in two years?
i mean, everyone thinks about this stuff, but its just hitting me that home isn't where ill be forever.
i'm looking forward to the change, but then again i don't know what is going to become of me.
i'm glad i'm not alone in my thoughts though.
i haven't seen some of my friends who live far away in a really long time.
i forget that some of them are in college now, but like,
bethany, and india and hannah and courtney and cailee and ashlee and amanda
and all of my other friends from over in north syracuse
and cspa kids
and so many other people.
yeah
i miss them.
i hevnent been to church for a long time running either
my family is so busy.
i miss them too.
i remember feeling like this last year too.
like i missed everyone.
i dont feel lonely.
i just miss people.
i finally got to hang out with nicole and kelsey :)
yay.
i missed them too.
and erin.
you guys rock a lot.
its funny how funny things can be with the three of them.
yeah..
madrigal dinner is this saturday and sunday!
saturday at 5 and sunday at 4.
baker cafeteria, reserved seating only.
15 dollars for students and senior citizens and 18(?) for adults
it'll be good, and worth it.
i'm not happy or sad.
more happy i guess.
just more to complain about.
but i'm still happy.
ps. i love sara bareilles