just a little bit frustrated.
BAH.
I wish I was... more talented. Or maybe that people will notice what I can do. I know I'm not that good, and I don't deny anyone the praise and compliments they deserve. (Only if, in my opinion, they deserve it. If not, you can except bitchiness from moi) I just wish I was more deserving of it. I try, sometimes. Maybe not as hard as should. But even when I do, no one... 'fauns' over me they way they do to others.
I guess I'm just not that exotic. I'm probably not that deep as well. And I hate it when people say 'Oh you're good in your own way what! People do think you're good!'
Please.
If people thought I was good, they would show it. What, do they whisper in corridors? -.-
Okay, so I know people who say that are just trying to make me feel better. It's nice to know that there are such people out there (: I just wish I was great to someone, someone people look up to, for being me =/ I don't want to change me.
Well, I suppose it's all about hard work and faith. I can complain all I want, but nothing gets done while I whine and complain. I really should set some goals for these holidays.
- Finish Writing & Demo of Playground Games, Say Goodbye & Walk Away, and No,No,No.
- Arrange & Record cover of Shout
- Write more of my story? =/
- Cycle at least thrice a week
- Know my G5 scales well
- Play through G3 & G4 pieces
- Practice Vocal Exercises every day!
I feel like I should include sight reading.... but I'll cut myself some slack!
Work hard, Sarah. If nothing comes from this, then at least you'll feel like you did something worthwhile (: