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i hate the smell of hospitals. just like any other nights, i cant sleep, or rather i dont feel like it.
& its so painful to see him in pain. let alone he feels much more pain then i am.
the ops is in 4 hours' time.
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i dont wish to succumb to fate. but its that very voice she hears at certain events that tells her the truth... and that voice never lies. even though no matter how hard ive tried before. i dont know if its her foul words that changes the event or if its really true. i hate that voice. if it can speak to me, i'll tell it "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE. I HAD ENOUGH."
i should really give up. i hate rp even though its so fucking easy to pass. 1k for a sem. i should start saving up for it. i'll think about art school in a yrs' time. i'll think about nats in a year's time. i cant go to Paris with Juls.
& its so painful to see him in pain. let alone he feels much more pain then i am.
the ops is in 4 hours' time.
-
i dont wish to succumb to fate. but its that very voice she hears at certain events that tells her the truth... and that voice never lies. even though no matter how hard ive tried before. i dont know if its her foul words that changes the event or if its really true. i hate that voice. if it can speak to me, i'll tell it "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE. I HAD ENOUGH."
i should really give up. i hate rp even though its so fucking easy to pass. 1k for a sem. i should start saving up for it. i'll think about art school in a yrs' time. i'll think about nats in a year's time. i cant go to Paris with Juls.