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[sarahleek]

I am sitting on my bed - with stuff piled around me --
its all useless stuff
but i dont want to get rid of it
i have moved several times and downsize everytime but still have lots of crap

i am so overwhelmed.

i am so full (my roomates took me to CPK and i ate a little but feel sick)

they gave me a case of blue moon for leaving though :)

I am so scared about next year and moving

but I am so ready

and not ready

i feel as if i have outgrown it here , there isn't much left for me
everyone is pairing off, moving, ect

this is a couples town. this is a family town. it eats single people alive

i've got a lot to deal with.

I got a card today, kind of perfectly.
I have heard the quote before, but forgot.

"Don't tell God how big your mountain is, tell the mountain how big your God is"

i know, i need hope and i want it, how do i abtain complete trust and hope.
its pouring outside, and i love it
sweater weather you have finally come