Longest day of my life..
Hahhh.
I got a fishy :]
he's super prettyyy
but I had a hard time naming him..
ten bucks says you could never guess who I named him after *sarcasm*
I have to be the lamest person ever
who names their fish after they're ex lol
but he's more just a friend now, who I miss lots & lots
&& I really want him to come home
even though he's doing what makes him happy
at least I hope he's happy, and isn't doubting his desicion.
I'm doing really good though.
Today I was thinking about him a little bit but for some reason it was kind of hard to keep him on my mind.
but I like thinking about him, its just kind of comforting sometimes. Something to get me through the months until I can see him again.
but I don't know if it's a good or bad thing.. because either I'm getting over it//moving on or the memories are just getting fuzzier :[
or maybe I just have wayy too many other things going on in my head.
This is basically a pointless entry
&& I'm being a loser because I'm super tired.
I was up at 6am this morning && had to babysitt baby Justin from 7am-4pm
and then I went home and got ready for work and worked 5-9
&& then Julie came and picked me up @ like 9:30 and her, Sean, Sarah & I spent the whole night driving around talking and stuff.
Oyea && I like going back and reading old lj entries
although some make me kinda sad
it's fun :]