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I'm beginning to think summer is overated :[
I was so excited..
&& now this summer is turning out to be nothing like I had hoped it would.
The first few nights were great cuz we all hung out at Eric's and that was super fun...
now he's gone for 4 weeks. && its kinda weird, him not being here. We're not really even that close.. but I still miss him lol.
Hanging out with Sarah, Amber & the boys alot. They're alot of fun.
&& boys suck.
There's this boy, the ex boy really, that I just couldn't get over for the longest time & then I think I finally was
and then we hung out on Thursday and things went really really really well :]
but shoot. I don't know what to think anymore.
Is it something or nothing?
I don't know what he wants..
I don't even know what I want.
I guess I'll just have to wait and find out. See what happens.
Prepare to be let down///hurt.
Maybe it doesn't hurt so much the 2nd time around.. or maybe more.
Oyea and my life has been pretty much taken over by work.
I was supposed to work tonight but I took it off cuz I'm babysitting for my cousin Katie.. and it was more money so heck.
but then I work tomorrow
and acutally have Mon-Wed off but they didn't schedule a 2nd person for Wed so ten bucks says I get called in.
but then I work Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun, Tues night all 5-9/4-8 something like that..
so then I get home, get ready and its 10 before I can even go out.
Sooo mom & I gotta talk about a lil curfew extension cuz going out at 10 and having to be home by 12 [weekdays] just doens't work.
but yea.
I'm done rambling now :]
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I was so excited..
&& now this summer is turning out to be nothing like I had hoped it would.
The first few nights were great cuz we all hung out at Eric's and that was super fun...
now he's gone for 4 weeks. && its kinda weird, him not being here. We're not really even that close.. but I still miss him lol.
Hanging out with Sarah, Amber & the boys alot. They're alot of fun.
&& boys suck.
There's this boy, the ex boy really, that I just couldn't get over for the longest time & then I think I finally was
and then we hung out on Thursday and things went really really really well :]
but shoot. I don't know what to think anymore.
Is it something or nothing?
I don't know what he wants..
I don't even know what I want.
I guess I'll just have to wait and find out. See what happens.
Prepare to be let down///hurt.
Maybe it doesn't hurt so much the 2nd time around.. or maybe more.
Oyea and my life has been pretty much taken over by work.
I was supposed to work tonight but I took it off cuz I'm babysitting for my cousin Katie.. and it was more money so heck.
but then I work tomorrow
and acutally have Mon-Wed off but they didn't schedule a 2nd person for Wed so ten bucks says I get called in.
but then I work Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun, Tues night all 5-9/4-8 something like that..
so then I get home, get ready and its 10 before I can even go out.
Sooo mom & I gotta talk about a lil curfew extension cuz going out at 10 and having to be home by 12 [weekdays] just doens't work.
but yea.
I'm done rambling now :]
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