Feb 24, 2007 21:55
his reply:
hey my love,
well, i must admit that i was so shocked that i had to read it twice. i cant talk bc ive done the same thing. but i wouldnt hold anything against you bc that is your decision and not mine. im not the controlling tupe so ill never ever tell u what to do. i may give my open minded opinion, but never make you do something. so there you have it. im not mad and im not sccared of changes bc thats life. i just found it funny that you were against it all and you go do it, but it was just peer pressure which is what happened to me so dont ever be hard on yourself about anything you do. there is a saying that i like :"never regret anything you do bc at one point, in time it was exactly what you wanted". you prolly already heard that one bc its on myspace...
[skip a little bit (doesnt have to do with this)]
i love you so much and dont be hard on yourself bc ill still love you no matter what.
ps. weed is a different story though. please dont go that far
it wasnt really peer pressure though. i mean, you could call it that, but nobody shoved a cigarette in my face and said here try it. i said if you buy it ill try it bc i didnt want my money going to waste. lol. plus, i guess i figured, hey, its mardi gras, why not go a little wild. granted, thats not going wild, but for me, its way out of my box. like kenny said in his letter, im so against that shit, i think its gross. but i guess, subconsciously, i figured its mardi gras, im gonna be a little less.... me. i dont know. whatever. im over it, its a thing of the past.