Feb 16, 2006 16:44
right now i'm at home. i came home for a little while to get some things and to see my dog. i'm such a loser bc i'm crying. this whole moving process has been emotional for several reasons. i feel like i'm losing a friend and i also feel like i miss my family a lot. it's stupid bc i'm only like 40 mi away or something, but i miss the comforts of home. i do not miss buford, but i miss my house. i love our apartment and i love lindsay and i've seen some friends like everyday, but it's just weird. i know i'll get over it, but it upsets me bc i don't feel like anyone else i know has had this problem. i know the apartment will start to feel more like home soon after we get fully unpacked and everything, but i'm ridiculous. i'm sorry i wrote this entry. i'm sorry i'm immature. i had a good valentines day. i'm updating my livejournal even though i said i wouldn't. that's stupid. i hate livejournal. oh and p.s. just because i don't have the internet right now doesn't mean you people shouldn't call me if you want to hang out. 678-200-8523. i shouldn't have put my number on here, but whatever.
to deal with the pain, i've developed a new "obsession"... a neighbor! we've already talked. we're off to a great start. he has a loud car. i think it's love.
today has been beautiful and i've been driving with my windows down and listening to the get up kids. it's perfect. i wish i was at the park with all my friends on a big blanket taking a nap. or playing frisbee.
well now i have to go to work. i will probably only work for 3 hours bc lately we've been leaving at like 9:10. i sure hope so. lindsay and i are having a dance party. (a private one)
k bye.