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realization(s):
when i feel like someone i care about is acting indifferently towards me, i respond in a hostile manner. i'm not proud of that. i now want to accept former, future, and current friends in a warm manner when i see them. i should not hold any animosity towards those i've lost by both their account and mine. it's necessary for me to not write them off immediately or act bitterly towards them.
i also need to work on being able to rectify relationships, which will require me to actually open up and talk to people. that will be difficult. but it's time for me to stop being childish.
jen's coming home and i'm just so pleased.
now i must study.
when i feel like someone i care about is acting indifferently towards me, i respond in a hostile manner. i'm not proud of that. i now want to accept former, future, and current friends in a warm manner when i see them. i should not hold any animosity towards those i've lost by both their account and mine. it's necessary for me to not write them off immediately or act bitterly towards them.
i also need to work on being able to rectify relationships, which will require me to actually open up and talk to people. that will be difficult. but it's time for me to stop being childish.
jen's coming home and i'm just so pleased.
now i must study.