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i managed to miss my first classes of both my new history and poly sci classes. the first one was accidental, in which i thought it started next week, but i actually tried to go to the second one, which started at four today, but they changed the rooms on me and i didn't know. i'm not worried that it will affect my academic standing in any way, just more concerned about how dumb i can be sometimes. ah well.
i feel like i'm slipping on things lately. i still haven't written a check for july rent (not that he ever cashes our checks until the middle of the month anyway), and the same with the electric. i need new notebooks, groceries, cleaning supplies, to do laundry, to send mail to my dad, & such & such & such. i think i'm having a problem getting back into the swing of things. i was enjoying this little vacation where my only responsibilities were to go to work and spend time with loves. i just need to start.
i'm really enjoying this whole boy thing, but i'm finding myself guilty of things i claimed i would never do in this situation. i'm glad that i'm aware of it, though, and can actually stop myself before i end up fucking up other relationships. cause i won't.
i feel like i'm slipping on things lately. i still haven't written a check for july rent (not that he ever cashes our checks until the middle of the month anyway), and the same with the electric. i need new notebooks, groceries, cleaning supplies, to do laundry, to send mail to my dad, & such & such & such. i think i'm having a problem getting back into the swing of things. i was enjoying this little vacation where my only responsibilities were to go to work and spend time with loves. i just need to start.
i'm really enjoying this whole boy thing, but i'm finding myself guilty of things i claimed i would never do in this situation. i'm glad that i'm aware of it, though, and can actually stop myself before i end up fucking up other relationships. cause i won't.