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im starting to think about john again...
no good.
my dad hooked up my computer from valdosta so i have all of these word documents that i wrote about me and john's whole relationship.
just reading them takes me back to what i felt for him then. last night i talked to kay about it and she told me the usual "you're too good for him" and "he treated you like crap, you deserved better than that" yatah yatah.
but i like to give second chances... fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me. so let me figure it out for myself and let me kick myself in the butt later on.
i know that i will see him within the first week of moving back down there and i know that i will probably get drunk and walk up to him and say something i will regret til the day i die.
but who cares, let me regret it.
i want to talk to him. i want to kiss him again. i want to be around him again.
i dont care what anyone says.
if it doesnt work out, he always has a nice friend named J.R.
britt- im still here, im just working like crazy. you best be callin me as soon as you enter the country. cant wait to see you.
john john john... blah blah blah.
he is ugly. why do i even bother.
no good.
my dad hooked up my computer from valdosta so i have all of these word documents that i wrote about me and john's whole relationship.
just reading them takes me back to what i felt for him then. last night i talked to kay about it and she told me the usual "you're too good for him" and "he treated you like crap, you deserved better than that" yatah yatah.
but i like to give second chances... fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me. so let me figure it out for myself and let me kick myself in the butt later on.
i know that i will see him within the first week of moving back down there and i know that i will probably get drunk and walk up to him and say something i will regret til the day i die.
but who cares, let me regret it.
i want to talk to him. i want to kiss him again. i want to be around him again.
i dont care what anyone says.
if it doesnt work out, he always has a nice friend named J.R.
britt- im still here, im just working like crazy. you best be callin me as soon as you enter the country. cant wait to see you.
john john john... blah blah blah.
he is ugly. why do i even bother.