Probably a hormonal rage thing.
Well my MIL has got me pretty pissed this morning.. along with work.
I wanted to take off black friday this year. I've never had it off since I started working when I was 16. So I was pretty excited when I found someone to work for me because the same girl who took it off last year, took it off again this year, again without finding anyone to work for her and expecting us to just cover her fucking shift, which ended up being Katie's job because I said no when I was asked to work 8-6 instead of 8-3... well there was an extra person this year because we trained in that greeter girl, Megan, when Katie's grandpa died so she could fill in when we needed her. Well Megan only works tues, thurs, sat & she's losing thursday's shift because we're closed on Thanksgiving. So I asked her to work for me and she said yea! So I made sure it was okay with my boss & he said that was fine.. but nooooooooooo... now all of a sudden last thursday he, my boss, decided it wasn't fine and said I couldn't have the day off and that she couldn't work for me because it's too busy and she can't handle it... BULL SHIT! She get paid a WHOLE DOLLAR more than me and you're telling me that she can't fill in for me for one day! Fucking Bull SHIT! Considering I've worked for this company for a year and a half & never taken a whole day off for myself this is pretty fucking ridiculous to me.. so now I'm contemplating whether going and talking to my boss and telling him a thing or two about treating others. Considering I do him loads of favors and do paperwork that's not mine, fill in for others when I already work 40hrs a week.. AND... Since Dan, our boss, had a problem with that, we asked if Katie could work at this location for me.. and Megan could work at the other location (considering it's much slower over there.) but Dan being the asshole that he is being, when Katie asked if they could switch.. he said, "Well I'll work on it, but you ladies are getting really annoying." REALLY!?!?! Gawd. F-U.
Anyway..
parenthood.com says I'm 7 weeks today. but acutally it's 6w1d.. which is confusing.. so my previous posts are off on the whole counting deal. I don't understand parenthood.com's idea of counting, but whatever. If I count the days since my last peroid it's 43. so.. yes.. 6w1d.
No new symptoms.. A little bit of nausea this morning, but not a lot. I have a Vitcoria Secrets push up bra with like these insert 'implant gel' things.. and I had to take the 'implant gels' out because they were starting to squish my boobs, making the bra very uncomfortable. My boobs don't ache much & my nipples aren't too sore. I'm not peeing a lot.. I only have to get up in the middle of the night about everyother night. Maybe I'm not drinking enough?? I noticed I am a bit more hungry though, as I've posted about previously. I talked to my mom about being concerned about not very many symptoms & she said not to worry about it because she didn't have a lot either.
As for the spotting; it has mostly subsided. I think I will call the OB today when I get home just to make sure they don't want to see me. After the bright red spotting once on friday night, all I had all weekend was some slight brown spotting a couple times & a little bit of pink, mostly brown though. I'm just trying not to worry about it. What I'm worried about most is an ectopic pregnancy. & Also, since my frickin MIL can't keep her mouth shut, I'm also worried that I'll miscarry and have to tell a bunch of people about it. gawd I'm so pissed at her.. she totally ruined this. It's my fucking baby & I have every right to tell the people that I want to first. I'm seriously so angry.. I left my phone at home so I can't even check my fb at this point. I should really just let it go, but I'm just upset & really don't even want to let it go at this point. I need to go for now.
ps this is day 3 with no cigs. We'll see if I can last the whole work day without bumming one.
ETA: Still mad @ my MIL.. but really.. what am I gonna do about it.. whatever.. I guess she won.. ::fuming::
I talked to my boss.. apparently they make a dollar more than me because I get benefits @ full time & they were only offered part-time w/ no benefits, so that's the excuse there.. he said he'll talk to the HR gal and see if Megan can go over to Pierce St. on friday, because apparently she's the one who said that she couldn't work here. so that's my boss's excuse for that one. he's full of bs today. I also had to tell him that I'm pregnant cause I told a friend in confidence and apparently he/she didn't keep that confidence & it's out all over the place... so everyone knows at work now. I guess this'll teach me not to tell people.
ps I still haven't had a cig today.. although I would really enjoy one. ::sadface::