Yea! We're Sick of It! XD
forgive me, for some reason that freakin commercial is stuck in my head.. and truly adheres to my mental state right now.. haha. Anyway. What's new today...
Hmmm, well my boss is being a complete & utter (insert your favorite cuss word here), but that's not new news is it? Maybe the nature of it.. I'll explain:
I scheduled my RE appointment on Sept. 1st & it's not until Oct. 7th. So my boss had/has plenty of time to get my shift covered (I say it's his job b/c for some reason he does it for every other cashier.) I find out today (not from him, but the Kaitlyn, the girl who got promoted from cashier to warranty/service adv assistant) that he wants me to go to a different location (we have 3) on Oct. 8th & 11th. He has not said ONE thing to me about my day off & I reminded him on monday, of this week, about it. I'm pretty sure he's just going to stick Kaitlyn in here & let me leave early that day (@ 12, I don't care what's going on, last time I was late b/c I didn't get to leave on time.. (**grumble**) ... So anyway, he expects me to do this, as a favor to him... Well when the FUCK do you do favors for me bro? I realize you r my boss, but my JOB is to do be the cashier at WVM Larksville, not to be the cashier fill in at the other 2 locations of this company!... anymore.. (I was when I was hired, but I already work 40 hrs a week now, I don't need this fill in shit.. (**grumble**).. I mean, it's not just favors that I need either, I need someone to cover for me for 4 hours so I can go to the doctor.. Like, seriously.. can't he even take care of something as important as a doc appointment that I told you about a month ago??.. ridiculous! ::throwing hands in air:: SO, I've decided if he asks me, I'm gonna say that I want a fucking raise, b/c he told me if I would do all this paperwork shit for him he'd give me one and that was months ago, I haven't seen a pay increase at all, so I'm about due for that fucking promised shit that's for doing other people's dirty work. Gaw. **grumble** So IF he can take care of these girls at the other 2 locations, but can't take care of the 2 girls that work their butts off for him at the location where he is at every single fucking day? He has another thing coming because it makes absolutely no fucking sense. ::eye roll extravanganza!:: **I'm a raging lunatic @ the moment, it's still fresh on my mind**
**DeEeEeEeP Breaths**
In other news, I'm pretty sure I ovulated last night or early this morning, my temp rose a bit, and my OPKs were positive the past 2 days (I double tested cause I was afraid I missed it.. so I wanted to see how accurate it was..) So, I believe I'm now onto my final 2ww until my RE appointment.. Which will be right near the end of my cycle now.. (If I ovulated this between last night and this morning I should be due for AF around Oct. 11th-13th.) Which means I won't know if I'm pregnant or not until at LEAST the 11th (12 DPO) and that's still even early.. (*grumble*),.. So it'll be a great fucking RE appointment. It's just the consult, but we'll see how it goes. As I've said before this wait for the RE appointment is killing me.. I just want to know what the insurance company is gonna cover & what the doctor wants to do for a plan of action, considering my charts clearly show that I'm probably ovulating, the only thing I can think of is cysts, which then I would need and HSG.. **eyes bulging**.. that's my medical opinion. ;)
Also I tried talking to the husband again about having a home/water birth once we are pregnant, but he still says "Absolutely not", he won't consider it & he won't even keep an open mind to it. He is calling it "An uncessary risk." b/c if something were to go wrong, which he has the overwheling feeling that we are cursed in this department & that if something is given the chance it will swoop down like dooms day & destroy us all.. ::serious eye rolling is taking place right now:: that it will.. so I now have no choice really in the matter, best thing I could hope for is that we move & we end up being closer to a birthing center, because there aren't any within 2 hrs of our place right now.. **grumble** I don't want to have fucking nurses running in and out every 10 seconds to check shit & I don't want an epidural, forceps or anything, I don't even want an IV.. I want my delivery to be as natural as possible, I know that may sound crazy, but it just seems stupid to go 9 months without drinking, smoking, prescription drugs (whatever you may be taking) to inject urself with a bunch of shit as you're delivering?? It makes no sense to me, it never really has.. plus I've heard that epidurals can cause autism, I know it's not totally proven yet, but there is still a risk, a risk that doesn't need taking in my opinion, hey that kinda sounds like my husband.. hmm. maybe I should use that as reasoning for wanting a home birth, I don't want to be pressured into risk taking procedures, that really aren't necessary.. :P
Also, Glee was epic.. definitely epic... as I recall Brittany (from the glee crew) stating that "Next week I'll be doing a solo, I'm gonna do Kesha." I hope she does! That'd be awesome, I like Kesha & I can totally see her doing that, it's in her vocal range & she's an awesome dancer, as seen in last nights Britney Spears episode! Woo! It's only Wednesday & I already am anxious for next Tuesday! :D
oh and my avon just came in WHOOOOPEEEEEEEEE! :D