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northern california. yes, please :-) OH my damn GOD i had such an amazing time ... i miss my sister soooo very much it was wonderful to see her and her new boy danny, he was lovely and very nice to me of course, and was just SO refreshingly normal and relaxed ...YAY!
my trip: i want to highlight the funny things that happened cuz there were plenty (of COURSE with my sis) ....started at 5am saturday, grabbing a cab outside here and the driver, first thing when i'm on like only 2.5 (MAYBE) hours of sleep was like "did you hear about the cabbie who was murdered here?" as we drove onto washington street!! HAHAHAH i'm like dude, it's 5am, i'm on my way to california, WHAAAAAAAAT?!?!? HAHAHAH oh man ....
i arrive and we go in the city to have AMAZING dim sum (sis said it was a very san francisco thing to do heh) and as we go to the car after eating sister and i make a commercial by accident!! HAHA! so at the same time we were like "you still smoke?" "yeh, you?" so she was like what do you smoke ... and i was like well my roommate smokes parliaments and i've grown kinda attached to them... but i said it hesitatingly and then we both look at each other and are like "RECESSED FILTERS!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAH was amusing to us cuz ... well, it's us :-) i always forget how much like my sister i am; the intense personality, the loud laughing outbursts (which i'd been lacking lately, was SO good to get that back for a weekend :-)) i would never think i am like her cuz she's exceptional looking, exceptional personality(and then there's me)... but FUCK that i'm sick of putting myself down, it seeps into every pore and people pick up on it. i will only show "YAY SARAH" from now on :-) um, YAY!!! hehe....
so we took danny's doggie with us on a ride down route 1, the coastal/cliffs/ocean SOOO amazing .... OH, sis doesn't have kaya any more (her sweet dog) cuz aidan, her ex, won't let her. HE, however, is unable to take care of kaya though, so she is with HIS MOM!!! how sad is he, such the example of why pot is ok in moderation but too much will, literally, make you fucking STUPID and LAZY and worthless. yeh. anyway ;-) we chilled and played in the yard and at night i got a kick ass haircut by sissy's friend who is a dresser and then we all went out to an amazing dinner/drinks jen (my sister i realize i haven't referred to her as jen yet haha) anyway jen knows the chef so we got a round of drinks at least and like 5 hors d'voures (uh, sp?) all comped. fucking cool to know people haha :-)
it was slightly surreal to see my sister outside "family chill time" and into "out in a bar with some friends and boyfriend" and being a little buzzed (she was) and watching her kiss and kiss and hug danny like i would if i had a wonderful boyfriend like him ... we really are so alike :-) we've really not gone out together, what with living about as far apart as possible while still in the same country. boo i miss sissy.
sunday was relaxing, danny made breakfast and sis and i shopped later when he went out with his mom, and tried to get pedicures but no place was open grr.... and we grilled amazing food for dinner and had cake too for his mom's bday (why he was out with her earlier) and then ended up going to this amazing tavern/club called sweetwater, it has had EVERYONE there, like the dead, (also jerry by himself) etta james, elvis costello...etc etc ... very cool ... anyway my little hairdresser got wasted and was like making out with a few guys and sis was ready to leave her there cuz apparently she does this every time (she's going through a really sad breakup, which is why...) but the most hilarious quote ever was in fact from her drunk little butt ... she finally gets into the car, and is like "i'm SOOOOOOO WET!! OH MY GOD i'm SOOO FUCKING WET you guys!!!!" we're all like EEEEEEEEEEEW HAHAHAHHAHAHA
oh, and apparently a brazilian is the only way to go. HAHA. sis mooned her girl friends to show how great it was hahhahah.
when sissy had to work monday morning i drove her in and go to use her car YAY, "picture this" (HAHA curtis that phrase will never be the same) ... little sarah cruising down route 101 in california in sissy's little jetta....i was pretty fucking happy in that moment :-)
OH, and karla, you will be very proud of me, i FUCKING RULED at the stick, no stalling no issues at all heeeeheeee ... and with an older jetta which is a hard transmission, i SO win :-)
the only bad part of the trip (besides its shortness) was when we went out and i had a few drinks so was "thoughtful" or contemplative or whatever ... and i sat there surrounded by tons of people in this awesome club....
and i felt overwhelmingly alone.
i was watching sis knowing people in the bar, danny's people and her own .... and FUCK i missed my friends as usual. i am so just overwhelmingly alone in boston. i consider matt my good friend and i also consider celeste my good friend. she's a fucking riot so funny and fun. however, i'm not confident in either person's "reciprication" ... and MOTHER FUCKER i miss my crew. i want to add my crew to celeste. i want to FUCKING HAVE PEOPLE AROUND ME!
people besides a roommate who probably feels smothered by my (sometimes) inability to be very independent.
but anyway, point being, she is SO settled in that area, she's been there for almost 10 years now amazingly. i just want that. i saw her with darren (basically her curtis) who lives right near her and OH MY lord i wanted that. but i know i can't follow friends just to be near to them. i know i will settle in eventually it's been barely 1.5 years since i moved here ... just i dunno i'm in a weird place right now. i think a lot of it is my job of course, i adore my girl but again, as i always whine about, its time for a change. i'm looking into the certificate, at least to start. at least to move on.
i am very happy and very ready to play. dispite how this entry may sound. ready to play. who wants to join?
i will get settled in here. even if it does take me that 10 years heh.
i fucking love you all. :-P
my trip: i want to highlight the funny things that happened cuz there were plenty (of COURSE with my sis) ....started at 5am saturday, grabbing a cab outside here and the driver, first thing when i'm on like only 2.5 (MAYBE) hours of sleep was like "did you hear about the cabbie who was murdered here?" as we drove onto washington street!! HAHAHAH i'm like dude, it's 5am, i'm on my way to california, WHAAAAAAAAT?!?!? HAHAHAH oh man ....
i arrive and we go in the city to have AMAZING dim sum (sis said it was a very san francisco thing to do heh) and as we go to the car after eating sister and i make a commercial by accident!! HAHA! so at the same time we were like "you still smoke?" "yeh, you?" so she was like what do you smoke ... and i was like well my roommate smokes parliaments and i've grown kinda attached to them... but i said it hesitatingly and then we both look at each other and are like "RECESSED FILTERS!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHAH was amusing to us cuz ... well, it's us :-) i always forget how much like my sister i am; the intense personality, the loud laughing outbursts (which i'd been lacking lately, was SO good to get that back for a weekend :-)) i would never think i am like her cuz she's exceptional looking, exceptional personality(and then there's me)... but FUCK that i'm sick of putting myself down, it seeps into every pore and people pick up on it. i will only show "YAY SARAH" from now on :-) um, YAY!!! hehe....
so we took danny's doggie with us on a ride down route 1, the coastal/cliffs/ocean SOOO amazing .... OH, sis doesn't have kaya any more (her sweet dog) cuz aidan, her ex, won't let her. HE, however, is unable to take care of kaya though, so she is with HIS MOM!!! how sad is he, such the example of why pot is ok in moderation but too much will, literally, make you fucking STUPID and LAZY and worthless. yeh. anyway ;-) we chilled and played in the yard and at night i got a kick ass haircut by sissy's friend who is a dresser and then we all went out to an amazing dinner/drinks jen (my sister i realize i haven't referred to her as jen yet haha) anyway jen knows the chef so we got a round of drinks at least and like 5 hors d'voures (uh, sp?) all comped. fucking cool to know people haha :-)
it was slightly surreal to see my sister outside "family chill time" and into "out in a bar with some friends and boyfriend" and being a little buzzed (she was) and watching her kiss and kiss and hug danny like i would if i had a wonderful boyfriend like him ... we really are so alike :-) we've really not gone out together, what with living about as far apart as possible while still in the same country. boo i miss sissy.
sunday was relaxing, danny made breakfast and sis and i shopped later when he went out with his mom, and tried to get pedicures but no place was open grr.... and we grilled amazing food for dinner and had cake too for his mom's bday (why he was out with her earlier) and then ended up going to this amazing tavern/club called sweetwater, it has had EVERYONE there, like the dead, (also jerry by himself) etta james, elvis costello...etc etc ... very cool ... anyway my little hairdresser got wasted and was like making out with a few guys and sis was ready to leave her there cuz apparently she does this every time (she's going through a really sad breakup, which is why...) but the most hilarious quote ever was in fact from her drunk little butt ... she finally gets into the car, and is like "i'm SOOOOOOO WET!! OH MY GOD i'm SOOO FUCKING WET you guys!!!!" we're all like EEEEEEEEEEEW HAHAHAHHAHAHA
oh, and apparently a brazilian is the only way to go. HAHA. sis mooned her girl friends to show how great it was hahhahah.
when sissy had to work monday morning i drove her in and go to use her car YAY, "picture this" (HAHA curtis that phrase will never be the same) ... little sarah cruising down route 101 in california in sissy's little jetta....i was pretty fucking happy in that moment :-)
OH, and karla, you will be very proud of me, i FUCKING RULED at the stick, no stalling no issues at all heeeeheeee ... and with an older jetta which is a hard transmission, i SO win :-)
the only bad part of the trip (besides its shortness) was when we went out and i had a few drinks so was "thoughtful" or contemplative or whatever ... and i sat there surrounded by tons of people in this awesome club....
and i felt overwhelmingly alone.
i was watching sis knowing people in the bar, danny's people and her own .... and FUCK i missed my friends as usual. i am so just overwhelmingly alone in boston. i consider matt my good friend and i also consider celeste my good friend. she's a fucking riot so funny and fun. however, i'm not confident in either person's "reciprication" ... and MOTHER FUCKER i miss my crew. i want to add my crew to celeste. i want to FUCKING HAVE PEOPLE AROUND ME!
people besides a roommate who probably feels smothered by my (sometimes) inability to be very independent.
but anyway, point being, she is SO settled in that area, she's been there for almost 10 years now amazingly. i just want that. i saw her with darren (basically her curtis) who lives right near her and OH MY lord i wanted that. but i know i can't follow friends just to be near to them. i know i will settle in eventually it's been barely 1.5 years since i moved here ... just i dunno i'm in a weird place right now. i think a lot of it is my job of course, i adore my girl but again, as i always whine about, its time for a change. i'm looking into the certificate, at least to start. at least to move on.
i am very happy and very ready to play. dispite how this entry may sound. ready to play. who wants to join?
i will get settled in here. even if it does take me that 10 years heh.
i fucking love you all. :-P