fed fed fed fed up
I'm really feeling very low and can't seem to pick myself up. my hospital appt was awful acutally and I couldn't help but have a little weep on the bed/couch thingie. I didn't like the way the machine whirred over me and I particularly didn't like the stuff they put into my arm - it went in cold and then very hot. I could feel it hot all the way to my toes. and I thought I would pee myself on the bed - my bladder was THAT full.
but I did a good deed by agreeing to have a lung scan and a lung function test for research. the lung function test took ages...
results on the 14th. realistically I'm expecting all to be well - even if I were to have the faulty gene I'm a few years too young at the moment to be in danger. well, I keep telling myself that but I don't know if I'm listening, if you know what I mean.
on the plus side, I saw the lovely ladyceres on sunday for ealing stich&bitch. her sock rocks. I did more chatting than knitting & really enjoyed myself.
something else to be nervous about - amy's high school application process is whirring into action and we have a meeting at school on the 15th. we are very near a school we DON'T want her to go to, but quite near a very good school too. fingers crossed...
but I did a good deed by agreeing to have a lung scan and a lung function test for research. the lung function test took ages...
results on the 14th. realistically I'm expecting all to be well - even if I were to have the faulty gene I'm a few years too young at the moment to be in danger. well, I keep telling myself that but I don't know if I'm listening, if you know what I mean.
on the plus side, I saw the lovely ladyceres on sunday for ealing stich&bitch. her sock rocks. I did more chatting than knitting & really enjoyed myself.
something else to be nervous about - amy's high school application process is whirring into action and we have a meeting at school on the 15th. we are very near a school we DON'T want her to go to, but quite near a very good school too. fingers crossed...