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[sarahjade]

I feel I'm drowning.
I feel even if I were to lose weight it wouldn't solve anything.
I feel I'm the biggest stupidest loser on the face of the planet.
I feel ugly and shit.
I feel every breath I take iritates the people around me.
I feel I'm a retard but know one will tell me.
I feel everyone is in on a big joke and its to do with me being a retard.
I feel like killing myself.
I feel that isn't the asnwer either.
I feel so lost and confused.
I feel lonely and empty.
I feel traped and sedated.
I feel edgy.
I feel so numb.