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I just realized I still have an LJ account:) my last entry was on Songkran. Reading through my previous entries with sadness, this is the first time I feel that having an LJ might not be a good thing afterall. It either brings back the unhappy or frustrating memories or brings you regrets that the happy moments are no more. However, looking back at my past encounters, it is impossible for me NOT to believe everything happens for my good, God turns around the situation even for the mistakes I made.
Maybe that explains why Gerlyn said that my grief this time is so mild as compared to before. Honestly, I have forgotten how sad I was previously when I quarreled with JN and Rudy. I only remembered how close we were:)
Have not spoken to JN ever since Songkran, guess he must have been very disappointed in me. I felt that he was over reacting but Eric told me he can understand how he felt cause I did the same to him on one trip, it kinda got me thinking and understanding what is the real reason behind the disappointment, it was not the party that we did not go, but the feeling of being less priority. Seem like we are still getting around the same problem after so many years, maybe I just never learnt to be more sensitive towards this problem, but still i am very sure I want to keep this good friend and I still believe our friendship will last.
My dear Rudy is so happy now, traveling around the world like a Tai Tai, he is the happiest and most blissful friend among all, and I am truly happy for him:) He is seldom in Singapore now as John has returned to JKT for work. However, we still maintain close contacts via watsapp and meet up for dinner and movies whenever he is back. He is on very healthy lifestyle now, he doesnt drink anymore and sleeps and wakes up very early daily:) I am so happy and proud of him:) on top of that, he attends church in Jakarta now:D
Many incidents have happened these few months, by God's grace, I became famous overnight by selling a HDB for $1mil. Honestly, this is truly by God's grace and it's really effortless on my part. Actually I prayed about this somewhere last year or the year before, but I totally forgotten about it till God reminded me after reporters requested to interview me. I had told God I wanted to appear on papers for my work, i had "expected" to be one of the Top Producers only but He exceeded my expectations, not only do I not have to pay for my ad, I appeared not only in Straits Times, but in all major newspaper and even on TV! All glory and praise to Jesus!
Though I was down after my personal unhappy incidents, this recognition truly cheers me up. I was lifted up during my team gathering. I was late and they are posing for group photos when I reAched so I thought I should not go in and disrupt, but one of my colleagues shouted,"1 million dollar gal, come in leh" and I have newcomers whom I dunno comes up to me and congrats me, telling me they saw me on TV. Kelvin Fong was there and I was introduced to him as such too, I truly love the recognition but I know I must not forget this is from God. I want more but I must remember to remain humble cause it is entirely not my effort:)
I know this recognition will be gone soon as the news becomes stale and new record will be set soon, thus I wanna start focusing on my work again and believe God to bring me another record breaking price:)
I have lost my momentum previously but I start to build it back tonight. Stayed at home to start calling for viewings for tomorrow, usually I will get my telemarketer to call for me but my colleague told me I have to start somewhere, thus I decided to start from callings for appointments. Not bad:) it does helps indeed:)
My appointments are very staggered tomorrow, from 11am to 9pm, good also, at least I wun stay at home and think of the unnecessary:) after 9pm, I should be damn tired again le:)
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Maybe that explains why Gerlyn said that my grief this time is so mild as compared to before. Honestly, I have forgotten how sad I was previously when I quarreled with JN and Rudy. I only remembered how close we were:)
Have not spoken to JN ever since Songkran, guess he must have been very disappointed in me. I felt that he was over reacting but Eric told me he can understand how he felt cause I did the same to him on one trip, it kinda got me thinking and understanding what is the real reason behind the disappointment, it was not the party that we did not go, but the feeling of being less priority. Seem like we are still getting around the same problem after so many years, maybe I just never learnt to be more sensitive towards this problem, but still i am very sure I want to keep this good friend and I still believe our friendship will last.
My dear Rudy is so happy now, traveling around the world like a Tai Tai, he is the happiest and most blissful friend among all, and I am truly happy for him:) He is seldom in Singapore now as John has returned to JKT for work. However, we still maintain close contacts via watsapp and meet up for dinner and movies whenever he is back. He is on very healthy lifestyle now, he doesnt drink anymore and sleeps and wakes up very early daily:) I am so happy and proud of him:) on top of that, he attends church in Jakarta now:D
Many incidents have happened these few months, by God's grace, I became famous overnight by selling a HDB for $1mil. Honestly, this is truly by God's grace and it's really effortless on my part. Actually I prayed about this somewhere last year or the year before, but I totally forgotten about it till God reminded me after reporters requested to interview me. I had told God I wanted to appear on papers for my work, i had "expected" to be one of the Top Producers only but He exceeded my expectations, not only do I not have to pay for my ad, I appeared not only in Straits Times, but in all major newspaper and even on TV! All glory and praise to Jesus!
Though I was down after my personal unhappy incidents, this recognition truly cheers me up. I was lifted up during my team gathering. I was late and they are posing for group photos when I reAched so I thought I should not go in and disrupt, but one of my colleagues shouted,"1 million dollar gal, come in leh" and I have newcomers whom I dunno comes up to me and congrats me, telling me they saw me on TV. Kelvin Fong was there and I was introduced to him as such too, I truly love the recognition but I know I must not forget this is from God. I want more but I must remember to remain humble cause it is entirely not my effort:)
I know this recognition will be gone soon as the news becomes stale and new record will be set soon, thus I wanna start focusing on my work again and believe God to bring me another record breaking price:)
I have lost my momentum previously but I start to build it back tonight. Stayed at home to start calling for viewings for tomorrow, usually I will get my telemarketer to call for me but my colleague told me I have to start somewhere, thus I decided to start from callings for appointments. Not bad:) it does helps indeed:)
My appointments are very staggered tomorrow, from 11am to 9pm, good also, at least I wun stay at home and think of the unnecessary:) after 9pm, I should be damn tired again le:)
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