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Been having lots of fun, too much fun in fact. Other than holidays almost every month, I have been partying and drinking every week. Thought I can handle myself well this time but seem like I was wrong. Kinda afraid.
I chanced upon a secret between my 2 good friends few months ago, I tried to conceal it till one night when I was drunk, I decided to reveal to the other, but LH beat me to it. He revealed before I could and as expected, all hell break loose since then. Have to accompany the other good friend to drink and drink:( I felt bad towards both of them. I dunno if LH and I have done the right thing, LH insisted we are right, but I felt I could have forced E to tell J himself, perhaps both wun feel as bad as now and things might not be as bad as it is now.
Have some disagreements with LH previously when I was drunk, actually it was more of my fault. I do feel I was unreasonable, what surprised me was he did not flare up in his SMS, and he explained to me the next day on his actions. He ended with his date on the night we quarreled and I only replied him "ok" when he informed me the next day. I only SMS him and asked him what happened after I cooled down many hours later and he called me immediately and picked me up for supper, and we managed to resolve it.
Seriously, he has an equally bad or worse temper than me when he is drunk, we had quarrels when we were drunk and this time, mostly not from me. KNN. I met my match:( but he is truly a very sweet friend and I know I must not lose him like the 2 others. There are times when I was so angry I really feel like shouting back or simply leave by myself but I cun bear to leave him alone knowing he was drunk. Seriously, this time I really have learned to give and take, or rather control my temper especially when I was drunk. He won.
Though there are times when we will be unhappy the next day and refused to talk or watsapp but we will still reply to each other in Words Game. That seems to be the platform for us to communicate when we are unhappy. Haha.
He has decided to go USA on 21 Dec and back to Singapore on 7 Jan. He asked Dennis and Ed along but he decided to ask them to book their own tickets. I believe he has other plans for his mileage ba. Thank God mine is still under redemption:p
I saw people whom dampen my mood in Zirca last night, LH is very sweet as he came to the smoking room to look for me immediately after receiving my msg. Guess he was worried I kana "bullied" or upset ba. Haha.. Confirm wun upset de la, I wun get emo because of worthless friendships de. Having been through so much, still 看不开meh? Not as if I am suffering a big loss. But it is also these people who made me love my current friends so much more:)
I chanced upon a secret between my 2 good friends few months ago, I tried to conceal it till one night when I was drunk, I decided to reveal to the other, but LH beat me to it. He revealed before I could and as expected, all hell break loose since then. Have to accompany the other good friend to drink and drink:( I felt bad towards both of them. I dunno if LH and I have done the right thing, LH insisted we are right, but I felt I could have forced E to tell J himself, perhaps both wun feel as bad as now and things might not be as bad as it is now.
Have some disagreements with LH previously when I was drunk, actually it was more of my fault. I do feel I was unreasonable, what surprised me was he did not flare up in his SMS, and he explained to me the next day on his actions. He ended with his date on the night we quarreled and I only replied him "ok" when he informed me the next day. I only SMS him and asked him what happened after I cooled down many hours later and he called me immediately and picked me up for supper, and we managed to resolve it.
Seriously, he has an equally bad or worse temper than me when he is drunk, we had quarrels when we were drunk and this time, mostly not from me. KNN. I met my match:( but he is truly a very sweet friend and I know I must not lose him like the 2 others. There are times when I was so angry I really feel like shouting back or simply leave by myself but I cun bear to leave him alone knowing he was drunk. Seriously, this time I really have learned to give and take, or rather control my temper especially when I was drunk. He won.
Though there are times when we will be unhappy the next day and refused to talk or watsapp but we will still reply to each other in Words Game. That seems to be the platform for us to communicate when we are unhappy. Haha.
He has decided to go USA on 21 Dec and back to Singapore on 7 Jan. He asked Dennis and Ed along but he decided to ask them to book their own tickets. I believe he has other plans for his mileage ba. Thank God mine is still under redemption:p
I saw people whom dampen my mood in Zirca last night, LH is very sweet as he came to the smoking room to look for me immediately after receiving my msg. Guess he was worried I kana "bullied" or upset ba. Haha.. Confirm wun upset de la, I wun get emo because of worthless friendships de. Having been through so much, still 看不开meh? Not as if I am suffering a big loss. But it is also these people who made me love my current friends so much more:)