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I have finally snapped out of my dreams and I really thank God for this. He has indeed never gave me up despite my constant messed-up. And each time, my love for Him just gets deeper and deeper. He saved me before I reached the bottom of the pit.
I was very upset when I came to realize what had happened to my friends and I was extremely disappointed with one of them. Given his character and decisiveness, he still fell for someone whom he obviously shouldn't and got into such emotional turmoil. I have never seen him behaved this way even when he broke up with his ex-s who are so much worthy of his love. I sent him a message this morning to tell him I cun bear to watch all these anymore - friendships destroyed, betrayals and emotional turmoils after burning a big hole in the pocket all because of all these places and people. I told him I am never going to step into these places again. If in the past, I would have stand by them and go through these with them but now, I really dun want to. It is affecting my own mood very very much and I almost quarrel with one of them last night, I dun want to fall out with my friends because of these people too. The main reason is also because I know I have to keep a clearer mind than ever. All of them now seem to be under some curse or control, if I also let myself sink into this, we will all get into trouble very soon. The only way to stop this is I have to stop it myself, help myself before I can help them.
Another storm will be coming soon, I just hope things will not be as bad as what I thought to be. Hopefully my friend can just laugh it off.
I have been reminding myself once again, money can build and destroy all relationships and everybody loves to mix with successful people. Isn't what I wanted was to be someone whom my friends will be proud of?
I really thank God for showing me all these things before I sank deeper. Whatever the money I have spent is really nothing compared to my friends and I believe my dear Abba will restore:)
I was very upset when I came to realize what had happened to my friends and I was extremely disappointed with one of them. Given his character and decisiveness, he still fell for someone whom he obviously shouldn't and got into such emotional turmoil. I have never seen him behaved this way even when he broke up with his ex-s who are so much worthy of his love. I sent him a message this morning to tell him I cun bear to watch all these anymore - friendships destroyed, betrayals and emotional turmoils after burning a big hole in the pocket all because of all these places and people. I told him I am never going to step into these places again. If in the past, I would have stand by them and go through these with them but now, I really dun want to. It is affecting my own mood very very much and I almost quarrel with one of them last night, I dun want to fall out with my friends because of these people too. The main reason is also because I know I have to keep a clearer mind than ever. All of them now seem to be under some curse or control, if I also let myself sink into this, we will all get into trouble very soon. The only way to stop this is I have to stop it myself, help myself before I can help them.
Another storm will be coming soon, I just hope things will not be as bad as what I thought to be. Hopefully my friend can just laugh it off.
I have been reminding myself once again, money can build and destroy all relationships and everybody loves to mix with successful people. Isn't what I wanted was to be someone whom my friends will be proud of?
I really thank God for showing me all these things before I sank deeper. Whatever the money I have spent is really nothing compared to my friends and I believe my dear Abba will restore:)