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Its Sat night and I am once again at home haha... Getting more and more normal for me to be at home le :) Was supposed to make appointments for my Queens buyer tomorrow but I dozed off, argh!!! Woke up at 930pm and nuas till 10pm, again it was too late to make phone calls especially on a Sat night. No choice but to rest again:p Jesus sent rain as bonus for me haha! I am now enjoying my quiet and peaceful rainy Saturday night listening to The Touch of His Presence:)
I hope I can wake up in time for first service so that I can have more time to do my things before my viewing but in case I cun, I wanna go Cafe Cartel for my breakfast before attending the second service, miss the baguette and butter there:)
Called my dear friend JN last night, he damn kns... Told me he almost wanted to delete my number lor since we so long didnt contact:@ he is already damn honored leh, I still make the effort to call him when he didn't call me. I really dun have the time to do all these things now.
Have not seen or chat with RD since beginning of July, remembered the date so well cause I didn't get to celebrate his birthday for him this year. However I still update myself in FB:) seeing him enjoying everyday happily is more than enough for me. God has shown me He has answered my prayers:)
Using my own efforts to maintain a friendship now seem very much less important to me as compared to before. It is very true what you use with your own effort to get, you have to use the same effort to maintain but what God gives, no one can take or destroy. Thus, I rather leave it all onto His hands now. During these few years, I have also realized what I have believed for more than a decade is very wrong, I dunno if money can buy friendship but I am very certain the lack of money destroys ALL relationships. Whether it is for myself or my dear ones, I still must have abundance. With it, I can also glorify Jesus with missionary trips and blessings. Thus, no one except for Christ can distract me from my goal now:) of course, I know I wun have to suffer to earn it cause my Lord will do it all, I just have to believe in Him and glorify Him:)
All the prayers that I have made seem to materialize one by one:) louis got his job:) cheryl gave birth to a cute and chubby boy, my dear friends seem happier:) I know I can just focus on Him, for my past, present and future deeds. For those hurt that have been inflicted, I leave all vengeance in His hands, likewise I also trust Him to help me to make it up to those whom I have done wrong. In this way, I can leave my guilt behind:)
Moo wun be joining us for this coming Bkk trip but he will be going for Songkran instead, yay!! Gerlyn and my Sis will be going too, haha!! Jia lat, haven plan my year end trip, USA cancelled but I dun wish to stay in SG during Xmas or New Year countdown. No more BKK for sure, dunno if i should go and visit Ian or should we just meet in another place for countdown:)
I hope I can wake up in time for first service so that I can have more time to do my things before my viewing but in case I cun, I wanna go Cafe Cartel for my breakfast before attending the second service, miss the baguette and butter there:)
Called my dear friend JN last night, he damn kns... Told me he almost wanted to delete my number lor since we so long didnt contact:@ he is already damn honored leh, I still make the effort to call him when he didn't call me. I really dun have the time to do all these things now.
Have not seen or chat with RD since beginning of July, remembered the date so well cause I didn't get to celebrate his birthday for him this year. However I still update myself in FB:) seeing him enjoying everyday happily is more than enough for me. God has shown me He has answered my prayers:)
Using my own efforts to maintain a friendship now seem very much less important to me as compared to before. It is very true what you use with your own effort to get, you have to use the same effort to maintain but what God gives, no one can take or destroy. Thus, I rather leave it all onto His hands now. During these few years, I have also realized what I have believed for more than a decade is very wrong, I dunno if money can buy friendship but I am very certain the lack of money destroys ALL relationships. Whether it is for myself or my dear ones, I still must have abundance. With it, I can also glorify Jesus with missionary trips and blessings. Thus, no one except for Christ can distract me from my goal now:) of course, I know I wun have to suffer to earn it cause my Lord will do it all, I just have to believe in Him and glorify Him:)
All the prayers that I have made seem to materialize one by one:) louis got his job:) cheryl gave birth to a cute and chubby boy, my dear friends seem happier:) I know I can just focus on Him, for my past, present and future deeds. For those hurt that have been inflicted, I leave all vengeance in His hands, likewise I also trust Him to help me to make it up to those whom I have done wrong. In this way, I can leave my guilt behind:)
Moo wun be joining us for this coming Bkk trip but he will be going for Songkran instead, yay!! Gerlyn and my Sis will be going too, haha!! Jia lat, haven plan my year end trip, USA cancelled but I dun wish to stay in SG during Xmas or New Year countdown. No more BKK for sure, dunno if i should go and visit Ian or should we just meet in another place for countdown:)