I will always love him...always!

[sarahhollan21]

Been along time...It seems like i never have time to write in here anymore! Ohwell....I have been so depressed....Jake is sick of me and i understand why....I always do things wrong! We are curretnly not going out anymore...we are trying to fix things to where we want to be around each other. Me and him have fallen apart....we dont do go places or do things...we just sit and do nothing. I love him so much and i want this to really work out...he means so much to me....if i ever lost him i dont know what i would do! December 1 will be 8 monthes...thats along time for me and him too...i would just hate to throw it away like that! The other night he told me that he couldnt be with out me and that he loves me with all his heart...i started crying like i always do...lol! I think our relationship has came so far and has growed so much why even throw it away?!?! I dont know...i just hope it gets better cause i need him so much! :'(

Jake-Baby i love u and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. You are my everything and never ever forget that! I will always be here for u and walk by your side no matter what happens to us...just remember that! When u are down and need anyone to talk to iam here for u as a freind and as a girlfreind. Jake u are my world and u will always be. What ever happens to us happens....but if we never see each other again then leave a little part of me in your heart and keep it there and never let it leave...NEVER...always have room me...i will always have room for always! Love u baby!

Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you
Do u feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, I'm without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away