i'll probly regret this in the morning
today we got out early because of the snow
i didnt have on appropriate shoes or socks
and i parked behind the dust van so i had to wait
liek half an hour to get out of the parking lot, not to
mention there was like three feet of snow
behind my little blue car. i found a pair of
socks in my car and used them as gloves to go
outside and scrape my windows haha
and it took me close to twenty minutes to drive
the five minutes from school to my house
but once i got home it was nice, i took a nap
and drew a picture of bob dylan.
caitlin and i are gonna get tattoos together
once we turn 18. i'm stoked.
shes my best friend in the world
i'm so grateful for her
because shes real, and i've discovered recently
that not all of my "friends" are real.
from now on i'm only focusing on
the good people in my life,
i've honestly wanted to cry about this one thing a lot recently
i dont want to say anything because i'm not about
talking shit, but its become such an issue
that i had to go out of my way to change the way i look
just so that she doesn't look exactly like me anymore.
and i'm not sure if she even notices it but please please please
stop, just stop. its not that hard, find an original look
or life goal, please. cause its really hurting my feelings
and i dont feel bad about saying all of this
because i've kept my mouth shut for quite a while
and im not the only person who notices it, everyone does
and im not trying to start shit but it needed to be said
i'm so sick of school
but i know ive got ryan and caitlin
and dispite this recent blizzard
i know summers closer then ever
and soon i'll be wearing summer dresses
with my blonde hair and tan skin
and everything will be better
because i wont have to deal with drama
or see people i dont like every day
i can surround myself with friends and sunshine