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so i nearly forgot that this site even existed, but my prolonged day only allowed me to sit here on the internet. so i decided that maybe i can start using this again, that is if i'm not feeling too lethargic. things in my life have turned around completely since my last entry. everything seems to be all over the place and my mind is rarely in the right spot. school is a waste of life, of course. the only thing i ever look forward to is seeing everyone. other than that... just no. i have my good days, i have my bad days. i suppose it's just the way of life. i've clearly discovered my real friends and the people that truly care about me. it's a nice feeling. :-) i try to forget all the negatives of my past and allow everyday to be a new opportunity to enjoy everything. at this point in time, i love the way things are going. well anyway. i can't think of any recent things, so this is beyond vague, as usual. next entry should be much more detailed. yeah until then, pz.