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MY parents are where most of you are... and where im not. i feel alone and unwanted.. un popular or anoying. how can i change to be more.. dark... have more problems so people will excpt me... or at least thats the way i feel.
i aux pionerd last month and injoyed it quite a bit excpt i got sick twice that month... the first was a bad cold caused by the stress i put upon my self in one morning from acidently putting gass my in my parents new decile(spell) and then this last week end o got a whorably stumac flue which caussed me to vomit but unfortunatly for me i had resently become lazy about chewing my food and... well.. i cut the inside of my thoate while my food was going out the wrong way...
it was a weird feeling... not becuase i vomited but because i felt week... i was shaking and my stumach keeped cramping and i couldn't move. tea helped but the point is i didnt get my time in. 47h
and i havent studyed with my study for two weeks.
i get confused on whats important. its so hard to keep my focus.
im really excited about snowboarding season. its comming upon us fast
hopely for those of u there i will becomming on chrismas day. mostly because i think it will be a good day to fly, but i also thought the irany was exelent.
i have a strange fasination what the movie "GIRL WITH A PERL EARING" its weird i dont know why.
i wish some one would spend the night... but im not lonly.. dont tell my parents
i aux pionerd last month and injoyed it quite a bit excpt i got sick twice that month... the first was a bad cold caused by the stress i put upon my self in one morning from acidently putting gass my in my parents new decile(spell) and then this last week end o got a whorably stumac flue which caussed me to vomit but unfortunatly for me i had resently become lazy about chewing my food and... well.. i cut the inside of my thoate while my food was going out the wrong way...
it was a weird feeling... not becuase i vomited but because i felt week... i was shaking and my stumach keeped cramping and i couldn't move. tea helped but the point is i didnt get my time in. 47h
and i havent studyed with my study for two weeks.
i get confused on whats important. its so hard to keep my focus.
im really excited about snowboarding season. its comming upon us fast
hopely for those of u there i will becomming on chrismas day. mostly because i think it will be a good day to fly, but i also thought the irany was exelent.
i have a strange fasination what the movie "GIRL WITH A PERL EARING" its weird i dont know why.
i wish some one would spend the night... but im not lonly.. dont tell my parents