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Some times I dont feel like I should speak. I feel like I was made to listen. I dont know it is a very strage thing to try to explain but I just wish I didnt care sometimes I mean I care so much it makes me sick to think of all the pain and sadness so so so so so many people go through. I want a button to push in these times that will make everything perfect. People feel like I am the one to tell there problems to and I listen with all I have but then I am stuck so stuck becauce I dont know what to say and I dont know how to fix it. I havent walked in everyones shoes and I never want to come off like I have but all I can do i say from my heart what believe is true. people go through so much I mean I look around me and I cant help but wonder if anyone is truly happy. everyones pain and hurt covers the truly happy part of there body. Mabey I was made plain. Mabey I was created dull so people would feel I listen better with out my own problems. I dont know sometimes I feel boring. I am happy though I really am and I hate saying that because I dont feel like its fair to be ahppy when so many people are not. I dont know but I am babbling quite alot so I will end now..