bon anniversaire...
*HaPpY 21st BiRtHdAy to VaNeSsA!!!!* :D
i hope you had a grrrreat birthday...and quit feeling so sickly...
sooo ive been doing my senior sem research paper since its due thursday. im doing it on the medias effects on eating disorders bc i am fascinated by eating disorders....i dont know why im soo strange, but they just intrigue me. can i major in eating disorders? i think itd be soo cool to work with eating disorder patients...ANYWAY! when i was researching i found this eating disorder community on LJ and im so obsessed with reading them now. and theyre messing with my head...im in no way anorexic and never have been but today, i went to get mcdonalds for lunch and i found myself thinking, "omg, this is like 600 calories! i cant eat that much! ill have to workout forever to get rid of this!" never once has a thought like that crossed my mind :/ i <3 mcdonalds....it was all very strange.
i should get back to work on my paper but i just dont wanna.... :( but i DO wanna GRADUATE so i must go....and try real hard....luckily, the 'zacs help w/my concentration! yay! i finally feel somewhat smart again! :D hooray for meeee!!!!!!!
i hope you had a grrrreat birthday...and quit feeling so sickly...
sooo ive been doing my senior sem research paper since its due thursday. im doing it on the medias effects on eating disorders bc i am fascinated by eating disorders....i dont know why im soo strange, but they just intrigue me. can i major in eating disorders? i think itd be soo cool to work with eating disorder patients...ANYWAY! when i was researching i found this eating disorder community on LJ and im so obsessed with reading them now. and theyre messing with my head...im in no way anorexic and never have been but today, i went to get mcdonalds for lunch and i found myself thinking, "omg, this is like 600 calories! i cant eat that much! ill have to workout forever to get rid of this!" never once has a thought like that crossed my mind :/ i <3 mcdonalds....it was all very strange.
i should get back to work on my paper but i just dont wanna.... :( but i DO wanna GRADUATE so i must go....and try real hard....luckily, the 'zacs help w/my concentration! yay! i finally feel somewhat smart again! :D hooray for meeee!!!!!!!