i bet you never realized
i bet you never realized how much you meant to me it wasnt that i was in love with you or anything like that you WERE like my best friend so to speak i could talk to you about stuff..i could go to your house and fall asleep and still ahve fun. trying to wake you up at 3:00 in the afternoon was impossible but fun. you worried the hell out of me but i could never just give up on you or totally cut you out of my life...and it completly puzzles me b/c everyhting was fine and it was like one day you woke up and said gee i dont think im going to be friends with sarah anymore and totally left me hanging...so yes i still call you and yes i know you dont answer your phone but i cant jsut let go like you could i DID stil have that little bit of hope that it was that you were busy and not that you just werent answering your phone...and it seems like everyone around me knows whats going on but nobody will tell me how do you think that makes me feel you totally decided to shut me out of your life and you dont even bother to give me a oh yea by the way...and to me the funny thing is...is that when we first started hanging out i know that there was this one person that totally cut you out of their life and you just coudnt understand it and i think you are the biggest hypocrit ever and unless you can call and tell me what the hell is going on i never ever want to talk to you again!...i mean honestly i told you everything i came to you to talk to you and this past month ive needed to talk to you more than anything and its like you jsut dont care the slightesst bit about me anymore! but i cant sit here and lie to myself and say that i dont care if i never talk to you again but i dont and i will always care and worry about you b/c im scared y ou are messing your life up but there is nothing i can do so i am making the decision to cut you off like you did me
sorry
sorry