Feb 03, 2007 21:10
so i haven't updated in a long time, and i'm in a really pensive mood- so i decided tonight would be a good night.
i measure my life by seconds hoping that maybe that might make things slow down a bit. but what it really does is speed things up. i lose control of time, and it gets away from me.
i know i am at a monumental time in my life. don't really know why, but i can feel it.
life is mixed with the sweet, and unfortunately, the sad.
and it is amazing what people are really made of. i mean humans are so complicated- you think you have someone pinned- but nope.
i've decided that it is better to be nice to someone now, because you can always be mean to them later.
and love hurts. but love in general (to anyone) is better than anything. the beatles weren't crazy when they said that "all you need is love."
and as bad as i think that i have it, there will always be someone who has it worse than me.
plus, i have to learn to stop complaining- it's not good for me.
sure, these may have all been "cliche" or "cheesy" but i don't really care. they are for me, and i wanted to write them down (or type them) before i forget about them.