"life sucks- then you die"
so i haven't done much lately- but i have realized that i haven't updated since before spring break. and i bet you all are all dying to know how i am doing...
my wounds are healing up quite nicely. i still have a little bit on my face, but they are coming along. my knee i think is the thing that is bothering me the most. it feels like something happened to it. i can't really turn it in any direction without it hurting.
i got back from tennessee saturday night, and it was fun. we went white water rafting without a guide- kinda scary. and i was in a two person raft with john (whose mouth i had to listen to the entire trip...grr.) but then he fell in at the very end. it was hilarious.
i sorta had to doctor myself everyday- but i'm glad i'm better. i just won't be riding any bikes anytime soon..
so lately (as in before today) i was kinda feeling a gap between me and clay. i don't really know how to explain it, but there was a wall, and sort of a break- down in communication. and maybe it was because we were away from each other for over a week, but i didn't think so. he is just so hard to read, and i try so hard to tell what he is thinking or what he means by what he says, but i just can't. it is a skill i am just going to have to acquire. ugh...so anyway, it was a lot better today. i talked to him for a really long time. and i think we got a little bit closer. i don't know...sometimes he can just be really closed off. emily said that something will happen so that we will become closer. and i think that is true. i just wish it would come soon, and not be so bad.
so i need to go finish jackie's cupcakes, make her some signs, and make my lunch...and i didn't even talk to clay tonight (wow- i had soo much to do.) whew- good thing i didn't go on a walk.
night,
sarah
p.s.- oops! i still have to grade my mom's quizzes.
my wounds are healing up quite nicely. i still have a little bit on my face, but they are coming along. my knee i think is the thing that is bothering me the most. it feels like something happened to it. i can't really turn it in any direction without it hurting.
i got back from tennessee saturday night, and it was fun. we went white water rafting without a guide- kinda scary. and i was in a two person raft with john (whose mouth i had to listen to the entire trip...grr.) but then he fell in at the very end. it was hilarious.
i sorta had to doctor myself everyday- but i'm glad i'm better. i just won't be riding any bikes anytime soon..
so lately (as in before today) i was kinda feeling a gap between me and clay. i don't really know how to explain it, but there was a wall, and sort of a break- down in communication. and maybe it was because we were away from each other for over a week, but i didn't think so. he is just so hard to read, and i try so hard to tell what he is thinking or what he means by what he says, but i just can't. it is a skill i am just going to have to acquire. ugh...so anyway, it was a lot better today. i talked to him for a really long time. and i think we got a little bit closer. i don't know...sometimes he can just be really closed off. emily said that something will happen so that we will become closer. and i think that is true. i just wish it would come soon, and not be so bad.
so i need to go finish jackie's cupcakes, make her some signs, and make my lunch...and i didn't even talk to clay tonight (wow- i had soo much to do.) whew- good thing i didn't go on a walk.
night,
sarah
p.s.- oops! i still have to grade my mom's quizzes.