long time no...write.
Oh my goodness wow, Livejournal. I just apologized to Xanga for neglecting it for about a week, and Ive neglected you for about a month..or longer? I'm sorry. ... I just... started to like xanga more. Or something like that.
So, summer is here. I don't have a real job, but the occasional babysitting job. We decided that my summer is just a little big too busy for a permanent job that I have to go to everyday. Ive got the conference at Angelo in a few weeks. Thankfully Aven will be there too! Shes one of the only people I would like to ride a bus with that far. Should be an exciting trip. Then there are summerleague basketball games, school trips, youth camp!, family vacations hopefully, and some other stuff.
Today I went running, or tried to. The mosquitos just about ate me alive, but I had some quality time with God. I'd say at least. There were a lot of things I just needed to lay out and give over to him, and I am trying to do that. Its so hard though ya know? Myself says let me handle it, but my heart and my mind says give it over to God, and thats what i should do, what Im supposed to do. And It will make things a lot more peaceful inside myself not having to worry about things like I do. Mom and I came to the conclusion today that I make myself sick worrying about things. That is not cool.
So, pray that I have the faith to let God handle the things in my life more.
BTW, the bass is so much fun im finding.
So, summer is here. I don't have a real job, but the occasional babysitting job. We decided that my summer is just a little big too busy for a permanent job that I have to go to everyday. Ive got the conference at Angelo in a few weeks. Thankfully Aven will be there too! Shes one of the only people I would like to ride a bus with that far. Should be an exciting trip. Then there are summerleague basketball games, school trips, youth camp!, family vacations hopefully, and some other stuff.
Today I went running, or tried to. The mosquitos just about ate me alive, but I had some quality time with God. I'd say at least. There were a lot of things I just needed to lay out and give over to him, and I am trying to do that. Its so hard though ya know? Myself says let me handle it, but my heart and my mind says give it over to God, and thats what i should do, what Im supposed to do. And It will make things a lot more peaceful inside myself not having to worry about things like I do. Mom and I came to the conclusion today that I make myself sick worrying about things. That is not cool.
So, pray that I have the faith to let God handle the things in my life more.
BTW, the bass is so much fun im finding.